Friday 31 December 2010

Happy New Year! (:

Loving everyone, now thats the hard part.


In advance. Since I won't be spending new years eve in front of this screen.
Hope and pray that 2011 will be WAY better than 2010.
Well. Have a great new year's eve with relatives and friends.

God bless you all this new year! :)

Here's to a fresh start.


Cheers,
(:

Thursday 30 December 2010

Wednesday 29 December 2010

Tuesday 28 December 2010

Monday 27 December 2010

A world where you & I belong ,

Today was cool.

Just sayinggg.

HELLOTHERE.

Okay KL is a nice place to shop.
Just saying.


BYE :D
i got my new spikes. but i'm not happy. idk why.




Jon: Eh check this out *sends link* Ohmygosh man.
ME: Okay okay.
Jon: EHHH, i think we can be professional stalkers lah. Look at us.
ME: Yes. Lets make a living out of it next time! :D
Jon: lets!


:)

Sunday 26 December 2010

The wonder of Christmas ,

Of snowflakes and candycanes.

I stare on this blank post. Not knowing what to say/write. I mean, who can ever start to describe Christmas? The closest I can picture this, is through this illustration:
Imagine, dying for ants who sting you all the time. Would you do that?

The only difference was that we're more insignificant than ants, and God was more than human. And yes, we do sting, we sin. Right? It's our nature. Yet God chose to send his one and only son to earth. Whats worse? He wasn't born in the palace or anything. It was in those, you know farms? You feed horses and put their food in those boxes. He was born in a barn, not in a hospital. And He slept in those food boxes for animals we call manger, not in those cribs. And no, it wasn't some heavenly high class barn. Obviously it stank of manure & etc. YET. He chose that. On top of that all. He died. For us. Not some ordinary death, a really nasty one. And that, is the reason we celebrate Christmas. 

If there was no Christmas, there would be no new year. Ever thought about it?
honestly, I didn't 


Todays message really opened my eyes. That God, sees every little intricate detail, so I better stop worrying about my future and trust Him instead. And no, I don't know what I'm talking about. So I shall leave and skype with Clarissa.


MERRY CHRISTMAS!
One day late :)






x

Friday 24 December 2010

Where faith & love will keep us strong ,

Ohhh, Him. 
Hey.

Angela woke me up today. I think it's the first time she woke up earlier then me for once :) Went pyramid to catch Narnia: The Voyage of The Dawn Treader with the family. It was weirdly sad. Like I said. Anyways. Everyone in my family's having crazy mood swings. Its weird. Really. Anyways. I'M PRAYING VERY HARD. That I get tzemay, jack. Or anyone nice. In my class.

It's scary, not knowing.


Off to dinner soon! Have a great dinner tonight (:




Carrie Underwood, There's A Place For Us


They were so adorable then.

Thursday 23 December 2010

I just realised ,

We're SIXTEEN next year.
16.
Thats old. No? I don't want a new class ): those going science, come at 10 kay? 3ILMUeans. Sign up together. MAYBE, just maybe, we might be in the same class again. No harm trying right? I don't want a strange awkward class next year. :/ GODDDDDD. I want someone nice in my class. Please?


I'll pray hard tonight.
x

Wednesday 22 December 2010

Doomsday .

Ohhhhhhhemmmmmmmgeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Tomorrows THE day.

Tomorrows the day..? I'm soooo. Not excited lo. Daddy went Penang without me ): Now i'm left to pick up my results. asfghjkl;sdkf

All the best guyss. Pray hard. But remember. EVEN, if you don't get the A you wanted. Accept it I guess. You'll have to live with it, so don't torture yourself cause you know you did the best. Right? After all, once you put your best into it, I guess you feel good already. Right Eugenia? You did your bestt rightttt? 

I can't justify myself this time.

____

It's not the end of the world 
-Jedida

Dear God, help me to accept my results. No matter what.

Tuesday 21 December 2010

So Mr. Sun ,

You wont' set for you jon. RIGHT?

Jons playing the crazy song over & over. shadow of the day.

Annoying.

Anyways. I dropped by to say hi!

Been busy with gifts/wrapping/cards etc. So yeah. I'm nervous already. VERY nervous. Are you? I thnk i'm being paranoid/anxious or whatever. oh well. I have nothing else to say.





KAY. BYE.

Sunday 19 December 2010

Where I was the past few days ,



If I put Greater Things Conference 2010 as my title it would be so boring. Right?

So from the 16-19 December, Youth church & the Young adults came together for a conference. Half conference actually. What we did was projects to served into various committee. And yes, you may ask why conference. No camp one ah? It's only our second year doing conferences cause our leaders thought we should be doing more than just going for camps for our own spiritual need. Plus, the community needs us. the poor, refugees, orphans and etc. That way, we can bless others. And not be selfish. :)


You may be surprised, that some of us has never swept the floor, pick up rubbish & etc. some people. So yes, this conference made us step put of our comfort zones (where maids do everything), to serve others. :) Cool much?

So what did you do? This year, instead of teaching the kids, we had more of clean ups/paint stuff. I signed up for Oaks of Grace. It was on-the-spot-decision. I chose that because i thought we were cleaning up an old folks home. It also stated we had to paint walls.

Who knew briefings were so important? The day I came back from Kuching I came down with a fever. So i skipped church/briefing the next day. Apparently that day you got to choose whether you wanted to help paint or move stuff. I ended up in the Tamil school, which was the moving one. The painting part was actually murals. So what we did was cleaned the school, and prepared the classrooms for them to move in. We washed all the tables and chairs. Luckily they had only ten classes. But really. I didn't know they were primary school. And then I realized that most Chinese school are primary only. :O Stupid me. Oh, you should also know that Amanda's super cool. :) She clean super fast one. We had to wash, with soap & sponge all the chairs/tables. Which was not bad and actually fun. Although our feet ache like nothingggg. I don't mind doing it again :)

And, what I forgot to say in my testimony, (because i was too nervous) was that it actually was a blessing to be able to contribute a little bit in their moving process. Seeing their old place, and their land thats taken away, their inability to speak up for themselves. Moves me I guess. Can you imagine getting a notice that says you have to evict your house by a certain time, and the worst part is, you can't do anything about it. Hey, Indians have rights too Mr. Government. They were actually not encouraged to move by the residents because by moving they're letting go of their grounds and actually giving in. But their school flooded 13 times, yes. 13. Imagine that. Buying new things and starting all over thirteen times.

Whoaa. I think I wrote enough. Know that you're blessed. And your school/college, don't complain about it. I'll try not to at least. Welllll, pictures will come soon, & I have nothing else to say. 

So byeeee :)
Have a nice week ahead.

Wednesday 15 December 2010

My wishlist ,

I got a new water bottle. Its those tall ones. And I can't bring it to school, mummy says its for sports ): I wanted a nice new one for school too. Sooooo, it's decided. I'm making a wishlists. For aunties/uncles, well, mainly the aunties. :)


What I want need:

1. A nice blue shoe bag (with compartments please) All the blue shoe bags Chelsea one ):



2. Those Nike water bottles.

Stupid stupid. People are starving out there. I stopped. Lol. I wasn't done but I stopped. Its so selfish, really. After all. Gifts don't matter right? It's the heart. blahhhhhh. I shall learn to be grateful. Conference tomorrow. Yeap. I feel good about it already. You know, paint walls for the community & etc. Those not coming right, are so missing out on alott. Just saying. (:

The worlds really messed up you know. My tumblr dashboard shows a picture of two guy toddlers, yeah, toddlers kissing. Like on the lips/mouth whatever you call it. But seriously. HOW OLD ARE THEY? Oh and tumblr says Fuck like nobody's business. Its like so ordinary. So what if your boyfriend/girlfriend broke up with you? The world ain't ending, not yet at least. The whole world, eg. tumblr doesn't need to know. People actually post about them screwing other people.

But overall, tumblrs cool. :)


okayy BYEE. See you all in conference.



Tuesday 14 December 2010

Eugeneeeee. (:

They're so cuteee.
Finally, a handsome Eugene :)

Yeshhh! I watched rapunzel, the tangled twist whatever you wanna call it. Handsome thieveeeeeeeee! Its so funny you know, her hair and all. go watch :) So anyways. I was out the whole dayyy. And well. I wanted to blog, but the overloaded convo with CY, Clarissa, Jun, Drew & etc made me forgot what to say/blog.

OHWELLS.





CONFERENCE, its this thursday! :) I can't wait alreadyy!

i just noticed Hueiminns face blurred out :S Why ah?

BYEE humans!

Monday 13 December 2010

Just saying ,

16th is a Thursday! I thought it was a Wednesday ):

So conference is still long, and i'm only here cause yeap, tumblrs lagging. Its like pms-ing man tumblr. First it loads then it doesn't. Ahhh, I don't know why isn't anyone excited about conference.

Ohmigosh, its doing it again. Tumblrs pms-inggg.

Lol, okay, i shall leave now.

Goodnight! :)

what game?

The guy <3

I watched this show the other day with aunty, and really. Go watch it, not only theres the hot dude, it shows how smart girls are. :p Hahhaaa, went back to my old place today for lunch. We ended up at Mcd cause they just renovated! I like the new look. Actually we wanted to go cut hair, but the saloon was closed. We went like all the wayyyyy you know );

I don't have anything else to say.

Conference starts on Wednesday! :) It's gonna be awesomeee, i know it.

Sunday 12 December 2010

So hey ,



I gotta admit. I blogged only cause tumblrs lagging.

Anyways. I'll tell you a bit about my trip. Things I did? Well, where do I start?
For the first time, I saw a rainbow for three days in a row, watched the clouds float by cause of the crazy wind, murdered a chicken, sat on a bus for 16 hours, spent two weeks with Jon, spent RM400 in one day for someone not me, got broke so fast, what else? I found out alotttttt of things, including things I didn't need to know about daddy's side of the family. It was freaky. I don't have much to say. Plus I slept the whole day cause of fever. So my brains are lagging i guess.


OH GUESS WHAT? I'm going back chinese new year.

Dad just sprang it up on me. Not to my cousins' to my mom's side.


ps/ SERENE, is officially obsessed. Really lol.


BYE!

Saturday 11 December 2010

Its alive ,

Lights, city. Yeap. I'm definitely back.


Nik, hot name right? Just saying.

And, man. Where do I even start? The cute guy in training? Annoying cousins? The past month has been, well, kinda overwhelming.

I mean, I broke my 12 hours on the road record. Its 16 hours now :P Yeap, literally from one side of Sarawak to the other. But wow. This trip was sooo worth it. No kidding.


:)


oh, i killed a chicken. Update soon? (:


Lets just watch the sky float away for now.