JUST A THOUGHT,
Hi all, yeap. So I got alot on my mind now. And I decided to blog. Weee? Well anyways. My blog lacks words. Not because I don't have anything to say, but I'm kinda worried, cause this is public you know. BUT SINCE NO ONE READS MY BLOG :D I can write without worrying. Yay? :)
ANYWAYS, I say that alot, anyways. IDK WHY, but it doesn't matter. Sermon earlier today left me alot to think about. Yeap. I got those serious eyebrows, heh. But for real. Purity. Salt. I really wanna be what Arnand spoke about, and you know, change by changing the way I speak, my actions, how I react to difficult situations in anger etc. BUT ITS NOT EASY. You think I've never tried? I mean camps after camps, conference and etc and it doesn't last. Look at me now. Hmmm. I mean. Idk what to do anymore, I guess I need to try harder, I need more patience to make people ask instead of trying.
That's what I need to do, my no. 1.
BUT NOW,
THAT SCHOOLS STARTING. I HAVEN'T DONE ANY OF MY HOMEWORK YET. Plus two weeks of not touching, my books. gah. Second semester. :S I promised Mum I'd get good results. And I will. Righttt? Cause first season was all running here's the serious part. And besides, I can't break promises cause promises can't be broken. Haih. What am I doing here? Ranting out like some LOA while I can finish my Physics tuition homework + Add maths? IDK EITHER. So you see. The situation I'm in. But noo, it gets worse.
It goes on. I see. People. That well. Yeap. OKAY I'LL SAY THIS STRAIGHT. People who don't know limits. Lets just put it that way okay? No vulgar words here. I mean, yeaa, that's also why I hate the social media. It gives us a mask to hide behind, an excuse to not talk to each other, and is actually effecting our real social lives. For
some people that is. Too scared to talk on public. You know who you are -.-
AND WAIT. REWINDDDDD. I just came back from London, and 6 other countries. So yeap. I'm suppose to be excitedly catting on about how it went. Mmhhmm, LONDON WAS LOVE, its like "everywhere i turn i see Your face", you know that song except in London it goes,
everywhere I turn I see hot guys + British accent. :P HEHEHE, i'm kidding okay. I'm really tired. And I don't know how to feel now.
BUT yay. I'm not that sad. Jannah came back today, (: And I have cousins I haven't seen in 6 months coming over for dinner. So yeah, honestly.
Life is beautiful. We'll have to re-think that when school starts tomorrow though. Haha kidding. Can't wait to see them retards :) Yes I'll save you stranger, from my rants. Just click the red circle on the top left of this tab and boom, your saved.
so long dead blog, wondering passerby, strangers, and what nots,
♥
