Friday 29 July 2011

#415 alligator skies

Kejohanan Kebangsaan Perlis Tertutup ( MAAU ) ;
CREDITS

I've been browsing around aimlessly. Not good. I'm suppose to be studying. Anyways, I have every reason to be happy & I will be.

To him,
Not anyone special okay, but thanks for the advice. (:  oops, wait ,I shall go reply his text now. Anyways, he reassured me that it don't matter what post you get cause it won't influence you much ( yea you get to grow but, ) What yo do outside CF matters most.

So I'm here today to make up for how many days of not posting anything. I've been kinda busy lately, studyiing has got me nowhere far, but i'm trying. I promised I would. I shall tell you about my past weekend. Definitely something to remember. I arrived a day late cause of CF on friday, couldn't miss it. Left at around 330 , NAT NICK & STEPH CAME OVER (: It was nice seeing them again, first time in our new house. hahaa i miss being neighbours anywyas. Went with daddy and we reached at around 10. Driving to perlis is so boring I did addmaths. Yeap anyways, when I arrived I found out we were running the 4x100m event the following day also. Woaah, so anyways, we ran. And got fourth (: not bad eh? Hehe, ask me why I shall tell you in private. It was really cool as it was open, we stayed with people who finished high school. And wooaah, have you met Raje? She's like the fastest hurdler. But you get it don't you, they're interesting people. I'm gonna miss the annoying cats. AHAA, have you met my new friendddd? I present to you...


SATHRAHHH, she sho cute. hhehehe.





bye i shall go study.
See you all in rally tomorrow, expect greater things! :)




x


Thursday 28 July 2011

#414 Today,

Is a very sad sad day.






I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought, there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you.
Frida Kahlo (via girlwithoutwings)

Friday 15 July 2011

#413 Back then

Jared, the babe. Hee. The pink one. CREDITS;

Tomorrows going to be so busy. I don't know about training yet. gah. How? I just wasted my time watching some really crappy movie. With no happy ending. But I guess life's like that huh? You don't always get a happy ending. And fairytales? As much as I want them to exist, they don't. Anyways. This part of my blog is for a friend. The loudest J I know, and 16 years ago, he existed. LOL, here's to the guy who's forever singing with the mic, being loud & scolding teachers :P but still awesome the way he is. He gives awesome one-word-advice. And girls, HE'S SINGLE ;D If you're interested I can give you his number, ahahahhaha, kay kay, i'm kidding. Anyways, it's been really nice knowing him. and  incase you're wondering, there's nothing going on between us okay. (: 300 thousand words, I got 3 pictures (:


IU '11
( i look bad D: But for you zheng.)

Merentas Desa '11


Happy 16th Birthday my crazy, loud friend! (:
Have an awesomesmashingcrazyfunfilledtaylorswiftandlinkinparksongsofwaitingfortheendtocomesupercalifagilisticexpeilidocious birthday!



Now playing #nothing, by the script.
Byes all, have a fun weekend.
Do come support, SMK Seafield's Carnival, this sunday, 9-3pm.
ALL THE BEST, to all those running on sunday.
Finally I'm done. Kay.
BYE (:


Thursday 14 July 2011

Tuesday 12 July 2011

#411 Am I better off now?

Who's with me? (: CREDITS
HELLO.
The only reason, I'm here is because I can't do addmaths (cause of a massive headache :/) And when I come here, it means I guess IDK, ranting helps. Well, lets not talk about class & carnival, its all too much. But anyways. Ever since, I don't know whats gotten into me, not finishing my work  and all. I know I need alot of practice cause thats the only way i'll learn but omgskdjhfa why am I talking about my studies? ANYWAYS, JULY IS SHO SCARY. new posts, changes & everything else. I don't want next year to come, as much as I kinda wanna get over with SPM. But I guess. I don't know what I'm talking about now. Its just this. Life, is unpredictable.

One moment, everything's normal. And suddenly, your friend's dad pass away.
Your talking to a friend, and the next day they hate you.
One minute your talking like nothing else matters, and the next they start ignoring.
You think you've just gotten off as friends, but suddenly you learned she's talking about you behind her your back. So you see, anything can happen. Anyone can just turn on you. Life can turn itself against you like a *inserts any adjective*. You may say Life's a bit*h but mind you.

We do not live to please others, we live to please God.

Who cares what everyone else says, as long as we're doing the right thing. Then we're on the right path. I just need like 10 billion times my patient to live and reflect God's love. Yeaa, I feel that way. Cause it's not easy to just shut up when someone talks about you. To listen and not answer when your parents give a lecture. To be nice to your siblings when they're not. To not put your feelings first but think of God's love. Is that even humanly possible? I doubt so. I really need God now. For everything. I just hope that He won't get tired of my rants. I doubt He will. Cause He's my awesome God.

Good jogging song.


BYES ALL. We'll be okay. 



Thursday 7 July 2011

Saturday 2 July 2011

Almost believing ,

CREDITS ;

I've thought hard about this. It made me rethink everything all over. This book, kinda woke me up for the daze I'm in. I mean sometimes your eyes open to things you've never seen before, realizing can only shake you up. What I mean is, you know. Life. Have you really thought about how you wanted to live it? I mean yeah, we be good kids, score excellent grades, respect our parents & etc and thats it.

But have you ever thought of the people out there worrying about their stomachs getting filled?
- 925 million people do not have enough to eat  and 98 percent of them live in developing countries.

Yea sure, you may say, yeaa, I wish i could help, I really do. But i've got not money, no influence & etc. this book, You were made to make a difference, by Max & Jenna Lucado opened my eyes that normal people like you and me. CAN. Make a difference. Here's an example, one teacher, had a son that was just born, however,  he needed an urgent bone marrow transplant. Two problems, they insurance didn't cover it & it costs $ 22, 000. A student of his, heard it and emptied his bank account of $ 60. It may be not much, but he decided to give it all. Many students followed after him & soon enough his son was saved. What you should know, is that this guy was one of the most physically unfit (REALLY FAT) and often got teased by everyone. He was the outcast of the school. 

But wait, it doesn't end here. Soon enough, they started this organization for school who want to donate for sick children and ever since, they've been partnering schools with a sick child saving many lives.

And it all started with the most picked on guy in school. Not the handsomest. Not the coolest. Not the one everyone listens to. No one special. So you see, anyone, can make a difference.

Find out how, but honestly. Our lives just need to revolve around God and everything else will fit into place. Like a puzzle. I need to learn to rely on Him more & not on my own strength. Would really love to post some verses but sejarahs waitingggg. And I got so much to think of.



BTW, Congrats, Aminul, Darien, Edwin, Julian, Kaelan, Cheewwyyyyy & the rest.

TODAY WAS FUN +IM TAN, AGAIN.
May God bless your week aheadd!