Wednesday 31 August 2011

#423



HI God, I guess its just You and me again huh? And well that random stranger reading this. Well, my advise? CTRL + X. Thanks. Okay, so it’s Merdeka, Happy 54th Birthday Malaysia? I have no I idea why this year is so quiet oh wells. I remember when we were little & daddy brought us along for the parades too. We were so young, but excited for this day. AND this morning, I woke up, and if it weren’t for thi internet. I thinkkkk. I would have forgotten. Anyways.

GOD, ITS SEPTEMBER.

What have I been doing the past month? 

ishallneverlookbackatthepastcauseitsonlygonnamaemewishi'vedonethingsmoredifferently.
SOYEA. 

I shall do exactly that



Saturday 27 August 2011

#422 Equip

Plain Awesomeness.

Equip conference was good. Had a good day today. Going to watch The Phineas & Ferb movie in abit.
IF YOU DON'T HAVE DISNEY CHANNEL Your loss :P I'm serious. Spent most of my day at church, but it was worth it. Happy Birthday Christen Koh, church camp buddy! I miss you! Hope you had a great one though.

And its driving me mad, I miss you so bad.
-Jet Lag, Simple plan ft. Natasha Bedingfield

I can't get this song out of my head. Ohwells. Bye. Off to the TVVVV >:D

Friday 26 August 2011

#421 Paid off.

 Only with God, Credits to rightful owners.

Hi everyone.
This blog post is dedicated to two things/person.

Firstly: CF Makan 2011

Dear God, thank you for making CF makan this year such a successful event. Thank You for making the food enough. Thank you for everything. Thank you for helping us plan, and thank you that even us helping out, had a great time. All glory goes to you. Cause You alone deserve it. Nothing would have been possible without You. 

To those that came: WOW, the response was so good this year. And everyone was so organized, seriously. Besides the line being long I have not seen the food being distributed so properly in my past few makans. So thank you for cooperating and waiting in line. ALTHOUGH some of you waiting really long. I hope you all had enough to eat. No one complained/pushed each other/cut line and etc. SO THANK YOU, for waiting patiently and not complaining.

To those that brought food: THANK YOU SO MUCH. Despite the large number, miraculously everyone had enough to eat. Yes everyone. In the end I saw some even came back for second helpings, so thank you guys! The food was awesome & Debra's mum makes the best cookies btw ;) Thank you Mummy, Tha & Tiff too for baking!

To those that helped: Wei Xun, Zi Ming, Sun Ming, Danica, Lucas, Tzi Quan, Kok Onn, and all the non-committee members who actually was willing to help. Thanks alot too! :) May God bless you all and I hope you guys ate enough.

To everyone else involved: Thank yous.




Secondly: TAN PING TENG 


HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!
I know you had a great time. I'll always remember you were the one who asked me to join you in the canteen on my second day of school. I'll never forget that. You know I love you. BBUTT DEARR, you owe my story! Call me anytime ;) Happy Holidays! Go celebrate! *HUGS*









SAKAI(S) all the best studying♥ 
ps/ saying sorry won't make anything better. do something about it. finally ended huh? potassiums.

Thursday 25 August 2011

Friday 12 August 2011

#419 What we have,

Those blue eyes ; Credits
Hello there.
Oh look its Logan Lerman. I just had to do that. Do forgive me. :) I wonder if you're reading this. How did you end up here? Hmmm, no need to entertain my rants. My advice? The Red button/x ontop of your page, or CTRL+X will do. Yeap Bloggers.com aren't meant for reading these days but to... i don't know actually. Maybe so next time you can look back and whatever crap but I prefer talking to myself here, most of the time. oh no. I'm a sad dist. Hahaaa. Anyways. Wow, I seriously don't know how so much wisdom can be in a person. But even though he doesn't look as deep as he seems, he helped me though all this. And thanks. If you're reading this.

Well, in life we are put in circumstances that brings us out of our comfort zone. It's annoying and not pleasant to be in. But you know what. God allows all this crap in our lives to happen for a reason. To make us stronger, or maybe we have been living with our own strength. He wants us to depend on Him. Needless to say, He's always there to catch you when you fall. Running has taught me that. No matter what an evil person you may be. Even murderers are loved. You wanna know why? You may say, how can this be? They killed someone else. But you know what. A sin is a sin. And we all sin. We're full of flaws. We're not perfect. And hey, that's a good thing. 

Cause God didn't die for perfect people, He died for the imperfect ones, the sinners. Very much like you and me I would say.

That is called unconditional love my friends, not the one you show to your "other half"/boyf/girlf by kissing, hugging or whatsoever. Not the kind that makes your heart beat so fast kinda love. But real love. Would you die for a murderer?

So you see, if God so willingly choose to die for us. Why can't we do the same and ever so willingly forgive faster than we judge? Think before we act? As Chrtistian, or so we call ourselves to be we have to stop being hypocritical. Good in church. Monkey in school. Holy in CF. Swearing in classes. Who are we trying to impress? Leaders? Elders? Pastors? Know what. God thinks you, acting that way is a joke. (If I were God I would, but God's too nice) 

"Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."
1 Samuel 6:17

David was the youngest, skinniest, and smallest among his brothers. They all had good jobs outside, if they were living in our times they were probably lawyers, doctors, CEO and what nots. David however, was just a sheperd caring for his family's flock. But God saw that inside. David. Was better than any of his handsome, strong, rich brothers. We may say, I can't laaa, She plays the piano better than me. My voice is horrible, I can't sing. I can't score as much as her, i'm stupid. I'm not as muscular as them, I shouldn't even bother trying out. He has leadership skills, I don't. You may think that way, but God doesn't. Who cares if you can't sing? Sing anyways. Who says you have to be muscular to play a sport? God looks at the heart. If you sincerely serve Him, He'll make your flaws, into something beautiful. Trust Him, he knows best, ;



People who think that way can relate, but the other half do the judging. In every place you are in, there are definitely others who stand out more. Or we would call it the popular group. Some stand out less, and aren't visible at times. Their presence doesn't seem to make a difference. But who are we to judge who's popular and who's not? You can never know how a person feels inside. She may smile all the time but inside she's hurting. Her parents just fought. He may have everything, he's handsome, good in sports, and everything a guy could want but who knew he's just trying to impress his parents, he wants their attention cause they're never around. She dresses ugly, she wears the same clothes to tuition all the time. He may be an ass, annoying everyone. But who knew it was because he missed company around, maybe his sibling died of cancer. We say stuff, but who knows what kind of problems he/she's facing? Bottom line is. Someone may seem perfect/imperfect but don't judge. Unless you're perfect then be my guest. Half the worlds judging by saying the first thing that comes to their mind. Lets all look at ourselves first. That way, the world will be a better place. :)

Credits ;
Anyways,

Credits ;

Sometimes I think so much my head feels like it's exploding. I know I need God by my side in everything.
I'm going to trust Him for the best.

What have I imagined? Credits ;
lets see where we go from here,
tomorrows going to be fun by the way. 
Finally an outing/assignment.

byes all. how did you stand all that crap? well, you've reached the end.
x




Wednesday 10 August 2011

#418 Life. eno.

Credits;



My thoughts are scattered. The only time I blog is where I need somewhere to think through stuff I've done, said or whatever. Anyways. Tumblr has really helped, but my pictures are so scattered my blogs getting ugly. Idk what to do! I talk too much, I'm too loud, I say the exact wrong thing at the wrong time. (AND I do it all the time) I make stupid decisions, like one i'm going to make soon. And I just get lost in my mind. I think too much but never do anything about it. I just. Think too much. I don't know but school year is gonna end soon. And, things are happening. I need to make wise choices God, please help me? I really need to stop regreting every choice I make. Please God, if you want me to go BK help mummy approve willingly. Whats wrong with RM 5? I mean I can afford it. I just cant afford explaining to her about my absence, since it's a national level cert. Gah, who says i'll pass? Ha.

Well shut up. The world need not care about your worries. True enough. God will help me through.

Even as we're praying for the nation these month, i'm learning to put the needs of others/the nation before mine. I mean here I am with food to eat, clothes to wear, a happy family who loves me, a school to go to and i'm complaining. Yet halfway around the world, someone dies of hunger, someonse's hungry, she/he hasn't eaten for weeks.
1..
2..
3..

Someone just died. While you were reading this.


what do YOU stand for?Credits ;

kbye all.


Tuesday 9 August 2011

Saturday 6 August 2011

#416 Through different lenses

Credits to its rightful owners.

Morning all. I decided to update this blog on Friday, but look how delayed I can be :O Anyways. I just came back from church. And today was kinda nice, sitting with daph again (:

Exams are finally over. For now.

Oh wells look at the brighter side. I'm going out with Tzemay in like awhile. I bet she's still sleeping though :P Oh right, she has church too. But she's a pig btw. And I really want to update. But i've got no time ): Will be backk soon. We just gotta step out more. See beyond. Through different views. Meanwhile, click load! 

Rich or poor God I want You more
Than anything that glitters in this world.
-All we need, Passion '06