Sunday 29 July 2012

Christian Fellowship 2012

Welcome new bod. :)
They've been like family to me, going to miss everything. Here's to the new bod, and one of the greatest years of cf, end of high school CF. Well, all praise and glory to Him.

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"Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice"
-Majesty, Delirious

Christian Fellowship 2012

Welcome new bod. :)
They've been like family to me, going to miss everything. Here's to the new bod, and one of the greatest years of cf, end of high school CF. Well, all praise and glory to Him.

____


"Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice"
-Majesty, Delirious

Saturday 28 July 2012

Wednesday 25 July 2012

#525 250712


BE MORE THANKFUL?

They say, the secret in being happy in life is to be thankful. They also say forgiving other first also makes you happy. They say forgetting grudges benefits no one but you. And I'm not doing either: REASON WHY IM SO MISERABLE. JK. Brain jam, but back to work now. Always dehydrating idk why but another ulcer manage to form, now I have two ;( SIGHS. BE HAPPY, BE HAPPY.


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Isaiah 43:2 
When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.


#525 250712


BE MORE THANKFUL?

They say, the secret in being happy in life is to be thankful. They also say forgiving other first also makes you happy. They say forgetting grudges benefits no one but you. And I'm not doing either: REASON WHY IM SO MISERABLE. JK. Brain jam, but back to work now. Always dehydrating idk why but another ulcer manage to form, now I have two ;( SIGHS. BE HAPPY, BE HAPPY.


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Isaiah 43:2 
When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.


Tuesday 24 July 2012

#524


I planned to skip school today so I could study at home. Turns out, I actually fell sick :( Plans gone wrong, I slept my whole morning with a fever + flu. Greaaat. Attempts to study with a massive headache wasn't that bad, rarely falling asleep, thanks to jia who told me sour stuff keeps you awake, not coffee. So that was the only plus for today I guess. Lil sister kept my mood up today. OH. She said I could eat her today when I threatened to bite her. That was disturbing hahaha. She's up there laughing over some cartoon now. Love her to the bits. At least she's not leaving to US. But still, Jon leaving is something I really don't know how to face. For now. He's here. Just for now.
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Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

2 Corinthians 9:8
8 And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

Ephesians 3:20-21
20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Today's New International Version (TNIV)

#524


I planned to skip school today so I could study at home. Turns out, I actually fell sick :( Plans gone wrong, I slept my whole morning with a fever + flu. Greaaat. Attempts to study with a massive headache wasn't that bad, rarely falling asleep, thanks to jia who told me sour stuff keeps you awake, not coffee. So that was the only plus for today I guess. Lil sister kept my mood up today. OH. She said I could eat her today when I threatened to bite her. That was disturbing hahaha. She's up there laughing over some cartoon now. Love her to the bits. At least she's not leaving to US. But still, Jon leaving is something I really don't know how to face. For now. He's here. Just for now.
____

Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

2 Corinthians 9:8
8 And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.

Ephesians 3:20-21
20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Today's New International Version (TNIV)

Monday 23 July 2012

#523 Two faced.

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3l3GPmCrbI?rel=0]
This song:

Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ You today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray
I know I don’t need this pen
But everybody likes to get 
A letter now and then
I’m sorry for not writin’ more

Chorus:
‘Cause I need you
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as You
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there
So how ya been?
I’m alright but I can’t lie,
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in
You’re all I’ve got

Dear Mr. God,
Sometimes I wish
You lived next door
So over coffee You could tell me
What You started all this for
I guess you saw
That sunrise yesterday
Thanks for the reminder 
That You’re never gone away
It gives me hope
Telling You what You already know

I need you 
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as you
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there 
So how’ve You Been?
I’m all right but I can’t lie
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in

Dear Mr. God,
Tell me do You ever cry
When we forget to thank You
For the good things in our lives?
I know I can’t always understand
Why You do the things You do 
But I know in the end
I’ll make it through
If I stand next to You
So here I am

Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ you today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray

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1 Peter 5:7
Let Him have all your worries and cares, for He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you.

#523 Two faced.

This song:

Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ You today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray
I know I don’t need this pen
But everybody likes to get 
A letter now and then
I’m sorry for not writin’ more

Chorus:
‘Cause I need you
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as You
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there
So how ya been?
I’m alright but I can’t lie,
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in
You’re all I’ve got

Dear Mr. God,
Sometimes I wish
You lived next door
So over coffee You could tell me
What You started all this for
I guess you saw
That sunrise yesterday
Thanks for the reminder 
That You’re never gone away
It gives me hope
Telling You what You already know

I need you 
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as you
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there 
So how’ve You Been?
I’m all right but I can’t lie
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in

Dear Mr. God,
Tell me do You ever cry
When we forget to thank You
For the good things in our lives?
I know I can’t always understand
Why You do the things You do 
But I know in the end
I’ll make it through
If I stand next to You
So here I am

Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ you today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray

_____

1 Peter 5:7
Let Him have all your worries and cares, for He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you.

Saturday 21 July 2012

Friday 20 July 2012

Sukan Malaysia XV

So last week, from the 7th to 15th I was given the honour to compete in the Sukan Malaysia. Heh. Known as SUKMA. Honestly didn't take it seriously because I didn't know it was such a big deal. But let me tell you it is a big deal. Hahah, it was the last race for this season. And probably for a long time. But anyway, I roomed with Kahllin, AnnGie, & Savinder. :) It was really free and relaxing, but since we all had events I was pretty nervous throughout. My last event was on the last day. And can you believe I actually did Puan Khairiah's homework to calm my nerves? Well, I did. And studied of course. The meals served were breakfast, lunch and dinner only. GOT SUPER HUNGRY, I wanted eat 24/7 and totally felt like a pig honestly. HEH, but my race was good, for me, even though I didn't earn 12k OR get a gold/record, silver OR that cute elephant. I did my best. And even improved 0.66 from the finals. Considering the electronic timing. All Glory to God, who calmed me alllooooooot.

this is what i'm talking about.
Things I still ponder upon. I don't understand how Chia Jie can look at the time board *picture above* while running. And from there he paced very nicely. I think we both did well. They started training already. For next sukma. But well. I've decided to take one step at a time. SPM first. AND FAMILY.

Everyones been nagging that i'm normally away lately. With Jon leaving so soon I don't want to be away any more. Kinda disappointed he didn't come to see my race, but nevertheless. VERY GRATEFUL to my family, who drove to-and-fro in one day just to see my 1 minute race.




Feeling very blessed..

CF's second last meeting today. Feeling blessed I get to be a part of this years committee. Such a wonderful bunch of people that are there everyday Friday. No matter how bad your week has been. CF makes everything all better and suddenly, you feel so loved by God and friends around. :)

Really was an up point of my week since I felt pretty miserable throughout this week. When I blog, it's cause I feel either too happy or the opposite. Heh. This helps me count my blessings. And to appreciate family & friends that are always there for me. Just a quiet spot for self reflection I guess. Oh wells. Tuition soon.

TILL THEN.

ps/ tmr is gonne be awesome.

Sukan Malaysia XV

So last week, from the 7th to 15th I was given the honour to compete in the Sukan Malaysia. Heh. Known as SUKMA. Honestly didn't take it seriously because I didn't know it was such a big deal. But let me tell you it is a big deal. Hahah, it was the last race for this season. And probably for a long time. But anyway, I roomed with Kahllin, AnnGie, & Savinder. :) It was really free and relaxing, but since we all had events I was pretty nervous throughout. My last event was on the last day. And can you believe I actually did Puan Khairiah's homework to calm my nerves? Well, I did. And studied of course. The meals served were breakfast, lunch and dinner only. GOT SUPER HUNGRY, I wanted eat 24/7 and totally felt like a pig honestly. HEH, but my race was good, for me, even though I didn't earn 12k OR get a gold/record, silver OR that cute elephant. I did my best. And even improved 0.66 from the finals. Considering the electronic timing. All Glory to God, who calmed me alllooooooot.

this is what i'm talking about.
Things I still ponder upon. I don't understand how Chia Jie can look at the time board *picture above* while running. And from there he paced very nicely. I think we both did well. They started training already. For next sukma. But well. I've decided to take one step at a time. SPM first. AND FAMILY.

Everyones been nagging that i'm normally away lately. With Jon leaving so soon I don't want to be away any more. Kinda disappointed he didn't come to see my race, but nevertheless. VERY GRATEFUL to my family, who drove to-and-fro in one day just to see my 1 minute race.




Feeling very blessed..

CF's second last meeting today. Feeling blessed I get to be a part of this years committee. Such a wonderful bunch of people that are there everyday Friday. No matter how bad your week has been. CF makes everything all better and suddenly, you feel so loved by God and friends around. :)

Really was an up point of my week since I felt pretty miserable throughout this week. When I blog, it's cause I feel either too happy or the opposite. Heh. This helps me count my blessings. And to appreciate family & friends that are always there for me. Just a quiet spot for self reflection I guess. Oh wells. Tuition soon.

TILL THEN.

ps/ tmr is gonne be awesome.

Tuesday 17 July 2012

All the things I never said;
sighs.
Was hoping to update about sukma soon but. coming back again is really hard. today was horrible. school was. i mean the teachers were so mean :( so tiring to act so happy all the time. so freaking fake. i hate myself for doing so but who cares. no point making everyone feel so troubled that you're not happy. at least i keep my feelings in, unlike you. pfft. so what. moodless? urgh, i need to shut up now. tumblr makes me even worse. everythings not the way it used to be. or i need to take a look at the bigger pictures. who cares. Shesssh.


I just wish, that I could sleep, and when I wake up SPM is abolished, forever.

Then, we'd be happy :)

All the things I never said;
sighs.
Was hoping to update about sukma soon but. coming back again is really hard. today was horrible. school was. i mean the teachers were so mean :( so tiring to act so happy all the time. so freaking fake. i hate myself for doing so but who cares. no point making everyone feel so troubled that you're not happy. at least i keep my feelings in, unlike you. pfft. so what. moodless? urgh, i need to shut up now. tumblr makes me even worse. everythings not the way it used to be. or i need to take a look at the bigger pictures. who cares. Shesssh.


I just wish, that I could sleep, and when I wake up SPM is abolished, forever.

Then, we'd be happy :)

Monday 2 July 2012