so my results are just a reflection of how much i've studied. can't say I'm disappointed cause I was too busy getting upset over the brothers' absence.
how unwise is that?
i'm so dumb, please someone just save me.
YES GOD, maybe here's Your que.
IT HAS BEEN 10 DAYS; and skype just wont work. asdfghjlkjg. LIFE. Hits hard.
Tuesday 25 September 2012
#557 Irrational,
so my results are just a reflection of how much i've studied. can't say I'm disappointed cause I was too busy getting upset over the brothers' absence.
how unwise is that?
i'm so dumb, please someone just save me.
YES GOD, maybe here's Your que.
IT HAS BEEN 10 DAYS; and skype just wont work. asdfghjlkjg. LIFE. Hits hard.
how unwise is that?
i'm so dumb, please someone just save me.
YES GOD, maybe here's Your que.
IT HAS BEEN 10 DAYS; and skype just wont work. asdfghjlkjg. LIFE. Hits hard.
Sunday 23 September 2012
While my sister is watching the voice upstairs,
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| the great fallout; |
IDK about that either. well.
Today in church we learned something that hit me really hard. something to ponder upon, God's love for us. Sinners. And the story of Luke 15; the one of the Prodigal son. Yeaa, I must learn to read my Bible differently from today on wards.
It never really hit me being the older child in the parable but it makes all the sense it can ever make. How on earth can we ever comprehend this? We can't but we can always feel it. God's love has carried me through the toughest moments in life. It's something I can feel, and thats the only thing that makes me want to know Him more. He has never failed us. And never will, God does not love you, He is loving you even right now. Here's the amazing part. The amazing part about this God I know, about this faith I have is that. No matter what or how we try to run away from His love. It never changes.
Countless sins have put Him on the cross, and now nothing separates us from His love. No matter how many lies we've told, people we've hated, parents we've disrespected, murders murderers commit. No sin on earth can separate us from His love.
Romans 8:38-39
New International Version (NIV)
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I think its amazing for the fact that no matter how many times we've failed, we can always come to him unjudged. As long as we acknowledge Him and admit we have failed.Can you imagine a friend who has never counted the wrongs you've done in that friendship? Never counting how many times they have waited, or never feeling jealous, or betrayed, or even judgmental. Friends who never wait to see what they get on their birthdays, or setting expectations and defining the friendship. God never asks us to talk to Him, but he dearly longs for it. But He will never go against our own free will, and despite it all. I think a Friend who doesn't merely condemn you for every wrong doing is so worth it. :)
You think so? Well, thanks God. For always being there and blessing me with wonderful friends to show Your love.
Always as amazing as ever, but help me to always remember, that You love me.
more about God here!
While my sister is watching the voice upstairs,
|
| the great fallout; |
IDK about that either. well.
Today in church we learned something that hit me really hard. something to ponder upon, God's love for us. Sinners. And the story of Luke 15; the one of the Prodigal son. Yeaa, I must learn to read my Bible differently from today on wards.
It never really hit me being the older child in the parable but it makes all the sense it can ever make. How on earth can we ever comprehend this? We can't but we can always feel it. God's love has carried me through the toughest moments in life. It's something I can feel, and thats the only thing that makes me want to know Him more. He has never failed us. And never will, God does not love you, He is loving you even right now. Here's the amazing part. The amazing part about this God I know, about this faith I have is that. No matter what or how we try to run away from His love. It never changes.
Countless sins have put Him on the cross, and now nothing separates us from His love. No matter how many lies we've told, people we've hated, parents we've disrespected, murders murderers commit. No sin on earth can separate us from His love.
Romans 8:38-39
New International Version (NIV)
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I think its amazing for the fact that no matter how many times we've failed, we can always come to him unjudged. As long as we acknowledge Him and admit we have failed.Can you imagine a friend who has never counted the wrongs you've done in that friendship? Never counting how many times they have waited, or never feeling jealous, or betrayed, or even judgmental. Friends who never wait to see what they get on their birthdays, or setting expectations and defining the friendship. God never asks us to talk to Him, but he dearly longs for it. But He will never go against our own free will, and despite it all. I think a Friend who doesn't merely condemn you for every wrong doing is so worth it. :)
You think so? Well, thanks God. For always being there and blessing me with wonderful friends to show Your love.
Always as amazing as ever, but help me to always remember, that You love me.
more about God here!
Thursday 20 September 2012
I cannot lie,
Everyday, my heart simply hopes that he'll come back. Hahha, i like to give false hopes to myself.
I DONT UNDERSTAND.
Our relationship is now internet based. Amazing, well. Life happens right God? Thats okay only cause You're here :)
maybe its time I actually really blogged instead of complaining. So anyways, last weekend, exams ended for us. The following saturday, I tagged along on a last minute trip to Taylors for a crash course. I was so tired, really, maybe cause I had tuition on a friday evening AFTER a whole week of exams. But we decided to go to Pyramid afterwards, mainly cause I wanted to get a present for the baby. Heh, they can't be disappointed by not getting a present on their actual BIRTH DAY, not at this age at least.
So off we were, the bus specially stopped us, hehe. Yeepei, Hafiz, ChunYeaw, Nick and Ching Siang. We went around only to find out MPH relocated, bought a present from Popular nevertheless. Mmm, I am getting very broke, first Tiffany's birthday, then prom, then Samantha's haha. Whats next? Idk, but anyways the guys wanted to go around to look for prom stuff. And we helped them, well sorta, hee, they didn't bring any money though. AND, I never knew guys' shirt could cost so much! Like, in G2000 it was like RM100+ for a shirt. Yes, a plain shirt that you would use to work everyday. Ah so guys have complicated lives too ehhh. Hahah, unless they're like jon and have dad's like ours. haha.
Anyways, it was a good day, to distress after exams. And I didn't realise that exams aren't the only thing that was making me upset yeap. My brothers absence still makes me. :/
Nevertheless, God's plans are perfect:
Proverbs 16:9
“A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (NIV)
Dear Mr. God,
I'm writing you today because it seems like lately i've forgotten how to pray. I've never really known why You do the things You do, but I believe that all things will work together for good, I just need to trust You more. Its like everything that happens in my life right now, I can't help but blame You, why can't I just understand that you taking Jon to US is part of Your perfect plan? Why can't I understand that not everything that seems perfect to me, is perfect in Your eyes? I really have no idea whats in store ahead for me. But sometimes, when the worlds crashing down on me I'm eternally grateful I have You. People may not understand what I mean by that and why I am such a Christian but I couldn't be bothered. Your love is all I need and that's all that matters. So, thanks for answering me. My replacement brother? It's You huh, it has always been You. So please, help me to set my mind in the right track and use my 45 days wisely God. There's too much to cover and too little time, but You make the impossible; possible. I believe that You will grant me the wisdom and concentration I need.
Thank You for making everything beautiful. For fitting the ugly pieces and perfect memories of my life together, like a puzzle. And thank You for the faith that I've found in You. I know that I miss Jon, and I probably always will, no one can deny that. But the assurance that You're omnipresent, that's wonderful. Please be the same God you were to Kor while he was onboard the Logos Hope, please be real to him even today.
I know that his heart aches for malaysia. The food specially, haha but dear God, comfort him that he will be reminded of Your perfect plans for him. That he will wake up each day and feel Your love shining down from rays of Arizona sunshine. Help him to always keep his priorities right and to always honor You, and in return You will honor him too.
Thank You for the 16 and a half years we spent together. I'm eternally grateful, that this has taught me to appreciate people more.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
I better stop blogging if i want to finish all my bm homework in school. So, till then,
alright. bye strangers.
I DONT UNDERSTAND.
Our relationship is now internet based. Amazing, well. Life happens right God? Thats okay only cause You're here :)
maybe its time I actually really blogged instead of complaining. So anyways, last weekend, exams ended for us. The following saturday, I tagged along on a last minute trip to Taylors for a crash course. I was so tired, really, maybe cause I had tuition on a friday evening AFTER a whole week of exams. But we decided to go to Pyramid afterwards, mainly cause I wanted to get a present for the baby. Heh, they can't be disappointed by not getting a present on their actual BIRTH DAY, not at this age at least.
So off we were, the bus specially stopped us, hehe. Yeepei, Hafiz, ChunYeaw, Nick and Ching Siang. We went around only to find out MPH relocated, bought a present from Popular nevertheless. Mmm, I am getting very broke, first Tiffany's birthday, then prom, then Samantha's haha. Whats next? Idk, but anyways the guys wanted to go around to look for prom stuff. And we helped them, well sorta, hee, they didn't bring any money though. AND, I never knew guys' shirt could cost so much! Like, in G2000 it was like RM100+ for a shirt. Yes, a plain shirt that you would use to work everyday. Ah so guys have complicated lives too ehhh. Hahah, unless they're like jon and have dad's like ours. haha.
Anyways, it was a good day, to distress after exams. And I didn't realise that exams aren't the only thing that was making me upset yeap. My brothers absence still makes me. :/
Nevertheless, God's plans are perfect:
Proverbs 16:9
“A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (NIV)
Dear Mr. God,
I'm writing you today because it seems like lately i've forgotten how to pray. I've never really known why You do the things You do, but I believe that all things will work together for good, I just need to trust You more. Its like everything that happens in my life right now, I can't help but blame You, why can't I just understand that you taking Jon to US is part of Your perfect plan? Why can't I understand that not everything that seems perfect to me, is perfect in Your eyes? I really have no idea whats in store ahead for me. But sometimes, when the worlds crashing down on me I'm eternally grateful I have You. People may not understand what I mean by that and why I am such a Christian but I couldn't be bothered. Your love is all I need and that's all that matters. So, thanks for answering me. My replacement brother? It's You huh, it has always been You. So please, help me to set my mind in the right track and use my 45 days wisely God. There's too much to cover and too little time, but You make the impossible; possible. I believe that You will grant me the wisdom and concentration I need.
Thank You for making everything beautiful. For fitting the ugly pieces and perfect memories of my life together, like a puzzle. And thank You for the faith that I've found in You. I know that I miss Jon, and I probably always will, no one can deny that. But the assurance that You're omnipresent, that's wonderful. Please be the same God you were to Kor while he was onboard the Logos Hope, please be real to him even today.
I know that his heart aches for malaysia. The food specially, haha but dear God, comfort him that he will be reminded of Your perfect plans for him. That he will wake up each day and feel Your love shining down from rays of Arizona sunshine. Help him to always keep his priorities right and to always honor You, and in return You will honor him too.
Thank You for the 16 and a half years we spent together. I'm eternally grateful, that this has taught me to appreciate people more.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
I better stop blogging if i want to finish all my bm homework in school. So, till then,
alright. bye strangers.
I cannot lie,
Everyday, my heart simply hopes that he'll come back. Hahha, i like to give false hopes to myself.
I DONT UNDERSTAND.
Our relationship is now internet based. Amazing, well. Life happens right God? Thats okay only cause You're here :)
maybe its time I actually really blogged instead of complaining. So anyways, last weekend, exams ended for us. The following saturday, I tagged along on a last minute trip to Taylors for a crash course. I was so tired, really, maybe cause I had tuition on a friday evening AFTER a whole week of exams. But we decided to go to Pyramid afterwards, mainly cause I wanted to get a present for the baby. Heh, they can't be disappointed by not getting a present on their actual BIRTH DAY, not at this age at least.
So off we were, the bus specially stopped us, hehe. Yeepei, Hafiz, ChunYeaw, Nick and Ching Siang. We went around only to find out MPH relocated, bought a present from Popular nevertheless. Mmm, I am getting very broke, first Tiffany's birthday, then prom, then Samantha's haha. Whats next? Idk, but anyways the guys wanted to go around to look for prom stuff. And we helped them, well sorta, hee, they didn't bring any money though. AND, I never knew guys' shirt could cost so much! Like, in G2000 it was like RM100+ for a shirt. Yes, a plain shirt that you would use to work everyday. Ah so guys have complicated lives too ehhh. Hahah, unless they're like jon and have dad's like ours. haha.
Anyways, it was a good day, to distress after exams. And I didn't realise that exams aren't the only thing that was making me upset yeap. My brothers absence still makes me. :/
Nevertheless, God's plans are perfect:
Proverbs 16:9
“A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (NIV)
Dear Mr. God,
I'm writing you today because it seems like lately i've forgotten how to pray. I've never really known why You do the things You do, but I believe that all things will work together for good, I just need to trust You more. Its like everything that happens in my life right now, I can't help but blame You, why can't I just understand that you taking Jon to US is part of Your perfect plan? Why can't I understand that not everything that seems perfect to me, is perfect in Your eyes? I really have no idea whats in store ahead for me. But sometimes, when the worlds crashing down on me I'm eternally grateful I have You. People may not understand what I mean by that and why I am such a Christian but I couldn't be bothered. Your love is all I need and that's all that matters. So, thanks for answering me. My replacement brother? It's You huh, it has always been You. So please, help me to set my mind in the right track and use my 45 days wisely God. There's too much to cover and too little time, but You make the impossible; possible. I believe that You will grant me the wisdom and concentration I need.
Thank You for making everything beautiful. For fitting the ugly pieces and perfect memories of my life together, like a puzzle. And thank You for the faith that I've found in You. I know that I miss Jon, and I probably always will, no one can deny that. But the assurance that You're omnipresent, that's wonderful. Please be the same God you were to Kor while he was onboard the Logos Hope, please be real to him even today.
I know that his heart aches for malaysia. The food specially, haha but dear God, comfort him that he will be reminded of Your perfect plans for him. That he will wake up each day and feel Your love shining down from rays of Arizona sunshine. Help him to always keep his priorities right and to always honor You, and in return You will honor him too.
Thank You for the 16 and a half years we spent together. I'm eternally grateful, that this has taught me to appreciate people more.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
I better stop blogging if i want to finish all my bm homework in school. So, till then,
alright. bye strangers.
I DONT UNDERSTAND.
Our relationship is now internet based. Amazing, well. Life happens right God? Thats okay only cause You're here :)
maybe its time I actually really blogged instead of complaining. So anyways, last weekend, exams ended for us. The following saturday, I tagged along on a last minute trip to Taylors for a crash course. I was so tired, really, maybe cause I had tuition on a friday evening AFTER a whole week of exams. But we decided to go to Pyramid afterwards, mainly cause I wanted to get a present for the baby. Heh, they can't be disappointed by not getting a present on their actual BIRTH DAY, not at this age at least.
So off we were, the bus specially stopped us, hehe. Yeepei, Hafiz, ChunYeaw, Nick and Ching Siang. We went around only to find out MPH relocated, bought a present from Popular nevertheless. Mmm, I am getting very broke, first Tiffany's birthday, then prom, then Samantha's haha. Whats next? Idk, but anyways the guys wanted to go around to look for prom stuff. And we helped them, well sorta, hee, they didn't bring any money though. AND, I never knew guys' shirt could cost so much! Like, in G2000 it was like RM100+ for a shirt. Yes, a plain shirt that you would use to work everyday. Ah so guys have complicated lives too ehhh. Hahah, unless they're like jon and have dad's like ours. haha.
Anyways, it was a good day, to distress after exams. And I didn't realise that exams aren't the only thing that was making me upset yeap. My brothers absence still makes me. :/
Nevertheless, God's plans are perfect:
Proverbs 16:9
“A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.” (NIV)
Dear Mr. God,
I'm writing you today because it seems like lately i've forgotten how to pray. I've never really known why You do the things You do, but I believe that all things will work together for good, I just need to trust You more. Its like everything that happens in my life right now, I can't help but blame You, why can't I just understand that you taking Jon to US is part of Your perfect plan? Why can't I understand that not everything that seems perfect to me, is perfect in Your eyes? I really have no idea whats in store ahead for me. But sometimes, when the worlds crashing down on me I'm eternally grateful I have You. People may not understand what I mean by that and why I am such a Christian but I couldn't be bothered. Your love is all I need and that's all that matters. So, thanks for answering me. My replacement brother? It's You huh, it has always been You. So please, help me to set my mind in the right track and use my 45 days wisely God. There's too much to cover and too little time, but You make the impossible; possible. I believe that You will grant me the wisdom and concentration I need.
Thank You for making everything beautiful. For fitting the ugly pieces and perfect memories of my life together, like a puzzle. And thank You for the faith that I've found in You. I know that I miss Jon, and I probably always will, no one can deny that. But the assurance that You're omnipresent, that's wonderful. Please be the same God you were to Kor while he was onboard the Logos Hope, please be real to him even today.
I know that his heart aches for malaysia. The food specially, haha but dear God, comfort him that he will be reminded of Your perfect plans for him. That he will wake up each day and feel Your love shining down from rays of Arizona sunshine. Help him to always keep his priorities right and to always honor You, and in return You will honor him too.
Thank You for the 16 and a half years we spent together. I'm eternally grateful, that this has taught me to appreciate people more.
In Jesus' name, Amen.
I better stop blogging if i want to finish all my bm homework in school. So, till then,
alright. bye strangers.
Monday 17 September 2012
I thought,
...everyone felt the same way, apparently I was wrong. Tiffany didn't. Jon's leaving was merely insignificant, she claims it wasn't like they would be friends if they weren't siblings. AND ALL THE WHILE, I thought she was being so evil because she missed him too.
Turns out, she told me this earlier today;
"Gen, you're the only one whos too emotional already, we're not as close to him, I mean, you think it really affects me? You're the only one"
SO YES. Don't make assumptions. I won't deny I miss him, but people leave. Which is sad, but well, it makes you stronger I guess, so pei, if you're reading this too. Stay strong, us both you know :) Hahha you're not alone ♥
Turns out, she told me this earlier today;
"Gen, you're the only one whos too emotional already, we're not as close to him, I mean, you think it really affects me? You're the only one"
SO YES. Don't make assumptions. I won't deny I miss him, but people leave. Which is sad, but well, it makes you stronger I guess, so pei, if you're reading this too. Stay strong, us both you know :) Hahha you're not alone ♥
-
on the 16th of September;
Baby turned 8;
Happy Birthday Princess Samantha!
The nation turned 50, and 40 days of fast and prayer ended;
Happy 50th Jubilee Malaysia,
thankk You God for your mercy on us all. And giving us such a peaceful land, free from natural disasters. Malaysia day eh. :)
I thought,
...everyone felt the same way, apparently I was wrong. Tiffany didn't. Jon's leaving was merely insignificant, she claims it wasn't like they would be friends if they weren't siblings. AND ALL THE WHILE, I thought she was being so evil because she missed him too.
Turns out, she told me this earlier today;
"Gen, you're the only one whos too emotional already, we're not as close to him, I mean, you think it really affects me? You're the only one"
SO YES. Don't make assumptions. I won't deny I miss him, but people leave. Which is sad, but well, it makes you stronger I guess, so pei, if you're reading this too. Stay strong, us both you know :) Hahha you're not alone ♥
Turns out, she told me this earlier today;
"Gen, you're the only one whos too emotional already, we're not as close to him, I mean, you think it really affects me? You're the only one"
SO YES. Don't make assumptions. I won't deny I miss him, but people leave. Which is sad, but well, it makes you stronger I guess, so pei, if you're reading this too. Stay strong, us both you know :) Hahha you're not alone ♥
-
on the 16th of September;
Baby turned 8;
Happy Birthday Princess Samantha!
The nation turned 50, and 40 days of fast and prayer ended;
Happy 50th Jubilee Malaysia,
thankk You God for your mercy on us all. And giving us such a peaceful land, free from natural disasters. Malaysia day eh. :)
Friday 14 September 2012
9/9/2012
So last Saturday, on the 9th of September, God really gave me the unexpected. It was Hari Anugerah Kokurikulum. And before this, honestly I know I didn't deserve the title of Tokoh Koku, (Since Chan Jie and Zunaira went on to internationals) and hence, I couldn't be bothered about it honestly. Heh, thanks to Eu-Nise who forced me to sign up on that day. I got another title;
Honestly when I heard the news I was stunned. Literally just nodding off to teacher who was instructing me on the things I need to prepare. And she was like, don't tell anyone. I couldn't maybe cause I couldn't believe it myself. Heh, but true to her words, I really was. And other than that, Enc. Rahim was so nice to award 6 of us for Outstanding Achievements in our koko. Honestly, this was something I really needed.
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| Pelajar Wawasan // Or as Jon would say: Model student |
All my efforts and time spent away, outings I can never go, events I have to miss. At least I know its not all good for nothing :) Yea I mean I do enjoy running alot, but I hate it when people see how much I am left behind in my studies instead of seeing how much I can achieve.
blekk. eternally owe my big Daddy everything honestly. I will never deserve anything He has gave me, but I thank Him each day, for every single good and bad thing that has happened.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
this means every single fight, every tear, every heartache. the joy, the happiness, the fulfillment of life. And everything that follows next.
Thank You, God.
Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
this means every single fight, every tear, every heartache. the joy, the happiness, the fulfillment of life. And everything that follows next.
Thank You, God.
9/9/2012
So last Saturday, on the 9th of September, God really gave me the unexpected. It was Hari Anugerah Kokurikulum. And before this, honestly I know I didn't deserve the title of Tokoh Koku, (Since Chan Jie and Zunaira went on to internationals) and hence, I couldn't be bothered about it honestly. Heh, thanks to Eu-Nise who forced me to sign up on that day. I got another title;
Honestly when I heard the news I was stunned. Literally just nodding off to teacher who was instructing me on the things I need to prepare. And she was like, don't tell anyone. I couldn't maybe cause I couldn't believe it myself. Heh, but true to her words, I really was. And other than that, Enc. Rahim was so nice to award 6 of us for Outstanding Achievements in our koko. Honestly, this was something I really needed.
 |
| Pelajar Wawasan // Or as Jon would say: Model student |
All my efforts and time spent away, outings I can never go, events I have to miss. At least I know its not all good for nothing :) Yea I mean I do enjoy running alot, but I hate it when people see how much I am left behind in my studies instead of seeing how much I can achieve.
blekk. eternally owe my big Daddy everything honestly. I will never deserve anything He has gave me, but I thank Him each day, for every single good and bad thing that has happened.
1 Thessalonians 5:18
Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
this means every single fight, every tear, every heartache. the joy, the happiness, the fulfillment of life. And everything that follows next.
Thank You, God.
Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
this means every single fight, every tear, every heartache. the joy, the happiness, the fulfillment of life. And everything that follows next.
Thank You, God.
Thursday 13 September 2012
A walk to remember;
Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can’t see it, but I can feel it.
-
Honestly so sick of missing my brother, dad and I NEVER get along. Lately. NEVER like every small issue becomes big. And we fight, and argue, and fight even more. I hate this. I hate being this way. I hate being so vulnerable. I hate acting so darn strong when everything inside me is slowly breaking. But, I know i'm going to get through all this. How?
Cause God exists.
A walk to remember;
Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can’t see it, but I can feel it.
-
Honestly so sick of missing my brother, dad and I NEVER get along. Lately. NEVER like every small issue becomes big. And we fight, and argue, and fight even more. I hate this. I hate being this way. I hate being so vulnerable. I hate acting so darn strong when everything inside me is slowly breaking. But, I know i'm going to get through all this. How?
Cause God exists.
Wednesday 12 September 2012
Wishbones,
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| The furcula, commonly called a wishbone, is the forked, flexible bone in a bird's breast; it is essentially a fusing of the clavicle bones (collarbones) |
Yes, so today. I stumbled upon a wishbone. Never knew what it was but Jon has taught me that if it breaks and he gets the piece his wish will come true. Each time, he got it. :( But this time, no one was there to break it with me.
So as you can see, its the littlest things in life that remind me of him. Its like as much as I want to forget and move on, like as if life is normal, things like these will just come and hit right back at me. I really wanna stop missing him. But life is hard, and waay different. Its worse than losing a best friend; and almost like losing a brother.
Do tell me, how does one cope with that?
Till then.
Wishbones,
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| The furcula, commonly called a wishbone, is the forked, flexible bone in a bird's breast; it is essentially a fusing of the clavicle bones (collarbones) |
Yes, so today. I stumbled upon a wishbone. Never knew what it was but Jon has taught me that if it breaks and he gets the piece his wish will come true. Each time, he got it. :( But this time, no one was there to break it with me.
So as you can see, its the littlest things in life that remind me of him. Its like as much as I want to forget and move on, like as if life is normal, things like these will just come and hit right back at me. I really wanna stop missing him. But life is hard, and waay different. Its worse than losing a best friend; and almost like losing a brother.
Do tell me, how does one cope with that?
Till then.
Monday 10 September 2012
Tuesday 4 September 2012
Day 22;
Greetings says perry the playtupus; from the hottest driest state ever;
Anyways Samantha convinced me to get off my study table and go play frisbee with her @ MPSJ. Great time. And i'm convinced that little ballerina is meant for that only, if you get what I mean, she gets tired so easily, that baby. HEH.
Well, overall I really have many things to be grateful for. Specially in the situation I am in. Mum told me that if I think i'm in a crisis, people in Africa have worst.
So I thought of that.
Well, till another exam break? or what nots.
ps/ happy birthday nicholas peanut butter. :)
Day 22;
Greetings says perry the playtupus; from the hottest driest state ever;
Anyways Samantha convinced me to get off my study table and go play frisbee with her @ MPSJ. Great time. And i'm convinced that little ballerina is meant for that only, if you get what I mean, she gets tired so easily, that baby. HEH.
Well, overall I really have many things to be grateful for. Specially in the situation I am in. Mum told me that if I think i'm in a crisis, people in Africa have worst.
So I thought of that.
Well, till another exam break? or what nots.
ps/ happy birthday nicholas peanut butter. :)
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