Saturday 27 April 2013

No matter what, I pretend to be happy. Sometimes I really am, but I feel so down lately.


Acting friendly with a bunch of strangers; that's the most difficult thing for me. Trusting them with work and etc. even worse. Sometimes I just want to say those four words. But I got to be a strong girl and keep my chin up.



I miss home. So so so much.








I can only thank God for being here, He keeps my sanity. He's all I have to hold on to in the midst of confusion. :(

No matter what, I pretend to be happy. Sometimes I really am, but I feel so down lately.


Acting friendly with a bunch of strangers; that's the most difficult thing for me. Trusting them with work and etc. even worse. Sometimes I just want to say those four words. But I got to be a strong girl and keep my chin up.



I miss home. So so so much.








I can only thank God for being here, He keeps my sanity. He's all I have to hold on to in the midst of confusion. :(

Tuesday 23 April 2013

He's just not into you,

The amount of hot hunks in this movie. oh.

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."

He's just not into you,

The amount of hot hunks in this movie. oh.

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope."

Thursday 18 April 2013

HIKBYE

MATH?!



Today was a tiring day, but fun. Oh well isn't everyday.

Till then! God bless.

**

No trial has overtaken you that is not faced by others. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tried beyond what you are able to bear, but with the trial will also provide a way out so that you may be able to endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13

HIKBYE

MATH?!



Today was a tiring day, but fun. Oh well isn't everyday.

Till then! God bless.

**

No trial has overtaken you that is not faced by others. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tried beyond what you are able to bear, but with the trial will also provide a way out so that you may be able to endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13

Monday 15 April 2013

COLLEGE,


WHO KNEW, so soon eh.


And here I am in the study room with Dilnah studying, and the first day was spent with a bunch of guys - literally, and this is because most guys do it, so I've heard.


So, I have these friends,
my tablemate; Kevin Robin, and Wan, Bongs too. SOYEA,



that's it for now.



HERES TO 6PM CLASSES.


GOD BLESS! :)

xxx


COLLEGE,


WHO KNEW, so soon eh.


And here I am in the study room with Dilnah studying, and the first day was spent with a bunch of guys - literally, and this is because most guys do it, so I've heard.


So, I have these friends,
my tablemate; Kevin Robin, and Wan, Bongs too. SOYEA,



that's it for now.



HERES TO 6PM CLASSES.


GOD BLESS! :)

xxx


#568 Angels in my life,

Aunty Mag gave me a call on saturday saying she had arrived and wanted me to join her for dinner. After shopping with the two girls- Dilnah, and Mary I packed in 5 mins and went over. Man, it wasn't just a "dinner" for us both but a fund raising dinner for the "Gempuru Jaku Iban 2013" and I was wearing my shirt and jeans with my red canvas.... oh man, everyone was all dolled up in dresses, and there I was. But it was a wonderful night, seeing Indonesians flying over voluntarily to sing for us- I mean the dinner. And they were so passionate for God nothing could stop them, really, wonderful voice and talents. God bless everyone of their band ("Starlight Generations") check them out! :)



The next day we sorta skipped church. But it was cool cause the dinner was sorta like a service and my cousins had things to do, so we head over to BDC ourselves and AUNTY bought me so much stuff!

RATIONS YAYAYAYAY! :D

MY VERY OWN RICE COOKER!
whoops forgot to post it anyways here goes!


GOD BLESS!

xx

#568 Angels in my life,

Aunty Mag gave me a call on saturday saying she had arrived and wanted me to join her for dinner. After shopping with the two girls- Dilnah, and Mary I packed in 5 mins and went over. Man, it wasn't just a "dinner" for us both but a fund raising dinner for the "Gempuru Jaku Iban 2013" and I was wearing my shirt and jeans with my red canvas.... oh man, everyone was all dolled up in dresses, and there I was. But it was a wonderful night, seeing Indonesians flying over voluntarily to sing for us- I mean the dinner. And they were so passionate for God nothing could stop them, really, wonderful voice and talents. God bless everyone of their band ("Starlight Generations") check them out! :)



The next day we sorta skipped church. But it was cool cause the dinner was sorta like a service and my cousins had things to do, so we head over to BDC ourselves and AUNTY bought me so much stuff!

RATIONS YAYAYAYAY! :D

MY VERY OWN RICE COOKER!
whoops forgot to post it anyways here goes!


GOD BLESS!

xx

Sunday 7 April 2013

A whole new chapter;




I AM TRUSTING, HIM. For the best, in the midst of uncertainties;


Pray hard,
hope for the best.

HEH. 

AND, I AM SO IN LOVE WITH CHRIS AUGUST. AIYO. REALLY. 
    

But for real, this spoke to me today:
Did you know that God chose you before the foundations of the earth? Before the worlds were ever formed, He knew you. And, He didn’t create you to be average. He didn’t create you to barely get by. No, He created you to excel! Not only has He chosen you, but He has equipped you with everything you need to live and thrive in this life. He has deposited seeds of greatness inside every person. But in order to tap into those seeds of greatness, you have to believe this and act on it.
Too many people today are going around with low self-esteem, feeling inferior like they don’t have what it takes. But that is living a lie. And as long as we have a poor self-image, we’re not going to experience God’s best. In order to be all that God has called us to be, we have to see ourselves as chosen, valuable and victorious.
Today, meditate on this truth. Let it sink down deep into your heart. Let it build confidence and security in you. As you understand your value in the eyes of God, you’ll be empowered to live the life of victory He has prepared for you!


Hope you have been blessed; here's what I am grateful for today:
  • Breakfast with the church friends, Phil, Jon, John, Clare, though I missed Kirsten
  • 3 hour naps mhmm
  • Sisters! To help organize all your packing
  • Dad to choose luggage bags
  • Shopping....
  • Dinner with them "Bros"
  • Shopping again... hehh
  • Dinner with the family
Here's what I am grateful for this week:
  • My job at true fitness. What an experience
  • Fan girling here!!

Anyhows. What are you grateful for today? :)

A whole new chapter;




I AM TRUSTING, HIM. For the best, in the midst of uncertainties;


Pray hard,
hope for the best.

HEH. 

AND, I AM SO IN LOVE WITH CHRIS AUGUST. AIYO. REALLY. 
    

But for real, this spoke to me today:
Did you know that God chose you before the foundations of the earth? Before the worlds were ever formed, He knew you. And, He didn’t create you to be average. He didn’t create you to barely get by. No, He created you to excel! Not only has He chosen you, but He has equipped you with everything you need to live and thrive in this life. He has deposited seeds of greatness inside every person. But in order to tap into those seeds of greatness, you have to believe this and act on it.
Too many people today are going around with low self-esteem, feeling inferior like they don’t have what it takes. But that is living a lie. And as long as we have a poor self-image, we’re not going to experience God’s best. In order to be all that God has called us to be, we have to see ourselves as chosen, valuable and victorious.
Today, meditate on this truth. Let it sink down deep into your heart. Let it build confidence and security in you. As you understand your value in the eyes of God, you’ll be empowered to live the life of victory He has prepared for you!


Hope you have been blessed; here's what I am grateful for today:
  • Breakfast with the church friends, Phil, Jon, John, Clare, though I missed Kirsten
  • 3 hour naps mhmm
  • Sisters! To help organize all your packing
  • Dad to choose luggage bags
  • Shopping....
  • Dinner with them "Bros"
  • Shopping again... hehh
  • Dinner with the family
Here's what I am grateful for this week:
  • My job at true fitness. What an experience
  • Fan girling here!!

Anyhows. What are you grateful for today? :)