Saturday 30 November 2013

Thursday 28 November 2013

PLEASE

SOMEONE, cook breakfasts like this for me please! ♥♥


My package finally reached kor today. So glad its on time for Christmas. Ngeheh, even happier I double wrapped. Hope he likes it. Oh wells, preparation for exams are now. So, it explains why i'm blogging again. As usual. When I'm most busy, I start blogging. Classes ended already and right now i'm actually blogging from the library. So surreal huh. Yeap I know. Thats how I roll. Anyhows, updates on tumblr!
click below:




ps/ finals in 9 days!
pps/ so many birthdays this/next month
ppps/ i don't  know why but i'm loving my new small room.



EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS? YEA YOU SHOULD BE!

PLEASE

SOMEONE, cook breakfasts like this for me please! ♥♥


My package finally reached kor today. So glad its on time for Christmas. Ngeheh, even happier I double wrapped. Hope he likes it. Oh wells, preparation for exams are now. So, it explains why i'm blogging again. As usual. When I'm most busy, I start blogging. Classes ended already and right now i'm actually blogging from the library. So surreal huh. Yeap I know. Thats how I roll. Anyhows, updates on tumblr!
click below:




ps/ finals in 9 days!
pps/ so many birthdays this/next month
ppps/ i don't  know why but i'm loving my new small room.



EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS? YEA YOU SHOULD BE!

Tuesday 19 November 2013

PRAY

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I bow my head to pray, I don't know what to say
I'm not sure how to fix the things I'm dealing with
I'm in a desperate place, I need to share the weight
But I just don't know how, to let it all pour out
Though I'm silent, my heart is crying
Cause I was made to come to You

So I pray
God I need You more than words can say
Right here in this moment
You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray

I failed to find the time, but You've been calling out
I let the days go by as if I could live without
But it's gotta be here now, I won't be pulled away
Cause it's just You and I, so let the world around us fade

As I pray
God I need You more than words can say
Right here in this moment
You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray
I'm gonna pray

(Father)
Will You meet me here right now?
(Father)
I surrender, lay it down
(Father)
And every time I close my eyes
I know that I was made
To lift my hands and pray
I lift my hands and pray

You know my heart, You know my need
And every single part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray
I'm gonna pray

You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
More than words, You are my life
Take it as an offering

PRAY


I bow my head to pray, I don't know what to say
I'm not sure how to fix the things I'm dealing with
I'm in a desperate place, I need to share the weight
But I just don't know how, to let it all pour out
Though I'm silent, my heart is crying
Cause I was made to come to You

So I pray
God I need You more than words can say
Right here in this moment
You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray

I failed to find the time, but You've been calling out
I let the days go by as if I could live without
But it's gotta be here now, I won't be pulled away
Cause it's just You and I, so let the world around us fade

As I pray
God I need You more than words can say
Right here in this moment
You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray
I'm gonna pray

(Father)
Will You meet me here right now?
(Father)
I surrender, lay it down
(Father)
And every time I close my eyes
I know that I was made
To lift my hands and pray
I lift my hands and pray

You know my heart, You know my need
And every single part of me
So even if it's just to speak Your name
I'm gonna pray
I'm gonna pray

You know my heart, You know my need
You know every part of me
More than words, You are my life
Take it as an offering

Monday 11 November 2013

#605 Psalm 139

credits

New International Version (NIV)

For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.

1 You have searched me, Lord,
    and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
    you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
    you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
    you, Lord, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
    and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
    too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
    if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
    your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
    and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
    the night will shine like the day,
    for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
    when I was made in the secret place,
    when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
    all the days ordained for me were written in your book
    before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
    How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
    they would outnumber the grains of sand—
    when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
    Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
    your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord,
    and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
    I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
    test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
    and lead me in the way everlasting.

#605 Psalm 139

credits

New International Version (NIV)

For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.

1 You have searched me, Lord,
    and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
    you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
    you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
    you, Lord, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
    and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
    too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
    if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
    your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
    and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
    the night will shine like the day,
    for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
    when I was made in the secret place,
    when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
    all the days ordained for me were written in your book
    before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
    How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
    they would outnumber the grains of sand—
    when I awake, I am still with you.
19 If only you, God, would slay the wicked!
    Away from me, you who are bloodthirsty!
20 They speak of you with evil intent;
    your adversaries misuse your name.
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, Lord,
    and abhor those who are in rebellion against you?
22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
    I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
    test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
    and lead me in the way everlasting.

#604 365 days of being 17

Hello everybody.


So I have only a couple of hours left to be 17. Sadly, I think I am going to sleep through midnight LOL. Anyway, it I am so scattered I cannot even attempt to do my EMB until I get this off my chest.

Well, being away is not easy. Sometimes there are perks, like staying out late, going out or such. Not being strictly monitored, but well, sometimes I wished I had curfews. I wish someone could tell me what time to go home. Remind me not to go out too much, to chose when to and when not to.

Secondly, being away really makes you stronger. Like holistically. I believe spending money and time wisely is a lesson that can never be taught. Hence, what better way to learn than in uni/college?

As much as that matters, right now all I want is to hug my mummy. Yea I know, it sounds so sissy and it's a wish that is impossible right now. But with that said, I want to share with you some of the highlights of my past 17 years.

Well, as cheesy as this sounds, I need to do this right now, for myself. Because being grateful and thankful for all God has blessed me with is the only resort. Looking back, I can never complain. I know that.


Running club

Monster Dash Charity Run & my first 5 km medal

Roadtrip > Hiking > Waterfall

Trips back home
These girls who meet me every time I'm back

Being sportswoman for the third time.
Competing in SUKMA.
Running & the joys.

The year green house won


My donkeys


CF, so far the best thing that has ever happened in high school (to me)


Turning 17 with these people during the SPM season


I did not include running pictures, cause that is a whole different thing to be grateful for. Don't get me wrong, it is something I am very grateful for, but i've often posted about MSSD, MSSS, MSSM. So there. :)

Also, to my bros who have always been there for me despite being so far. Its so sweet that I can still retain my "Bimboking" title. Just so you know, you are very much appreciated, for always cracking jokes when I need to laugh. Man, I miss you guys.



With that being said, right now, I have much to be thankful for

Right now, these people are the best thing that has ever happened to me here in Kuching.




I guess that sums up being 17. Except that, I miss my family so much and this boy especially






God knows how much I miss him. Literally. Well here's to the second birthday without you Kor. Miss you and love you.

Yes well. Hope you've collected my scattered thoughts by now dear readers, if not sorry for wasting your time, you should really consider closing this tab.



note to self: you have so much to be grateful for.

#604 365 days of being 17

Hello everybody.


So I have only a couple of hours left to be 17. Sadly, I think I am going to sleep through midnight LOL. Anyway, it I am so scattered I cannot even attempt to do my EMB until I get this off my chest.

Well, being away is not easy. Sometimes there are perks, like staying out late, going out or such. Not being strictly monitored, but well, sometimes I wished I had curfews. I wish someone could tell me what time to go home. Remind me not to go out too much, to chose when to and when not to.

Secondly, being away really makes you stronger. Like holistically. I believe spending money and time wisely is a lesson that can never be taught. Hence, what better way to learn than in uni/college?

As much as that matters, right now all I want is to hug my mummy. Yea I know, it sounds so sissy and it's a wish that is impossible right now. But with that said, I want to share with you some of the highlights of my past 17 years.

Well, as cheesy as this sounds, I need to do this right now, for myself. Because being grateful and thankful for all God has blessed me with is the only resort. Looking back, I can never complain. I know that.


Running club

Monster Dash Charity Run & my first 5 km medal

Roadtrip > Hiking > Waterfall

Trips back home
These girls who meet me every time I'm back

Being sportswoman for the third time.
Competing in SUKMA.
Running & the joys.

The year green house won


My donkeys


CF, so far the best thing that has ever happened in high school (to me)


Turning 17 with these people during the SPM season


I did not include running pictures, cause that is a whole different thing to be grateful for. Don't get me wrong, it is something I am very grateful for, but i've often posted about MSSD, MSSS, MSSM. So there. :)

Also, to my bros who have always been there for me despite being so far. Its so sweet that I can still retain my "Bimboking" title. Just so you know, you are very much appreciated, for always cracking jokes when I need to laugh. Man, I miss you guys.



With that being said, right now, I have much to be thankful for

Right now, these people are the best thing that has ever happened to me here in Kuching.




I guess that sums up being 17. Except that, I miss my family so much and this boy especially






God knows how much I miss him. Literally. Well here's to the second birthday without you Kor. Miss you and love you.

Yes well. Hope you've collected my scattered thoughts by now dear readers, if not sorry for wasting your time, you should really consider closing this tab.



note to self: you have so much to be grateful for.