Thursday 14 October 2010

Hello there ,

Actually no. Sometimes they're asked to shut up.

I went to school.
Read a book.
And came home.

Interesting much? School is, AMILLIONTIMESWORSE than lying in bed doing absolutely nothing. Can you feel how much I loathe it already. *loathe is a worse word than hate.

I met someone through tumblr. Well, I followed her, & it turns out she knows KARINE, yesss, the Woos' who migrated to aussie. Her names Melissa. & she's Asian. :O SO SEEE, tumblr can be good! Her tumblrs really cool. Follow herrr:
http://raindropsandsunspots.tumblr.com/ THEN, you'll find out how awesome tumblr is.

Oh gosh, I've been posting & reposting for almost an hour :O I DON'T KNOW what to blog anymore. I'm so drained.

MY WISH: To sleep off my eyebags, failed D:

SO okay, look what I found, a passage from If You Could See Me Now:
When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing bell. But it's silent & you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.


If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams & no one can hear you. It screams so loud your ears ring & your head aches. It trashes you around in the chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like & that's what it sounds like, a trashing, panicking, trapped, great beast roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But thats the thing about love - no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as open flesh wound exposed to salty sea water. But when it actually breaks, its silent. You're just screaming on the inside & no one can hear it.


-Ivan Elbisivni*

AW, now we can feel emotional together.



BYE, loves from ekam evieleb.*





* If you use yr brains, it's invisible & make believe spelled backwards.

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