Crossroads in life,

But where do I go from here?

Sometimes I face the problem of making tough choices. Well i know everyone does. But what I face sometimes feel so difficult. I mean, when I go away too long for competitions, people assume I don't study. Plus, I need time to catch up on my studies. But thats okay. OR SO THEY SAY.
And when it comes to skipping training for tuition or whatsoever, everyone says I have no dedication and blah blahhhs.

I know I'm not that smart, so every free time I have should be spent studying. NOT adding trainings into my already packed (trying to study) timetable. SIGHS. IDK LA.

Stop judging me please? I want to study, I want to run well too. Don't make me choose one :/


God, help? I know You listen.

Crossroads in life,

But where do I go from here?

Sometimes I face the problem of making tough choices. Well i know everyone does. But what I face sometimes feel so difficult. I mean, when I go away too long for competitions, people assume I don't study. Plus, I need time to catch up on my studies. But thats okay. OR SO THEY SAY.
And when it comes to skipping training for tuition or whatsoever, everyone says I have no dedication and blah blahhhs.

I know I'm not that smart, so every free time I have should be spent studying. NOT adding trainings into my already packed (trying to study) timetable. SIGHS. IDK LA.

Stop judging me please? I want to study, I want to run well too. Don't make me choose one :/


God, help? I know You listen.

slackers!

You guys arh! Never come school! Everyone sick is it? haiyo, my bro so annoying he wants to go MTV world concert or whatever its called. He got free ticket, but so? Even though he got into alot of trouble. Nevernmind I won't say more, conclusion: he is very stoopid!! And now he has KH and sejarah trials tomorrow but all he's doing is sit around, i think he's eating chocalate. sighs. yes eugenia. shut up ok. okay, i don't have much to say, school not that fun so boring, teacher also never teach. oh yeah, you all wana know what Puan Lau said to us (adele, me and clarissa). i won't say now lazy. haha, beg me! lol, kay, bye, i know you all miss me alot right?

ps, to those who are sick get well son, let's all pray h1n1 will stop. ok?

omg so hot. he kissed taylor swift in the music video. omg, hot hot hot!! melts.....