master of none

I spent the week watching the Netflix series 'Master of None' during study breaks. As much as I do not agree with most of the values, I can say that so many of Dev's problem's resonated with me. Not being entirely sure about anything, and choosing to live life to the fullest. He touches on themes like appreciating our parents, finding the value in self, when everything goes awry.

 For some unrelatable reasons watching this made me think about the life I am living. Not specifically in this season, but just in general. And I just think, how many of the relationships and the time I invest in. Would it be reciprocal in what I want? And I know life is fleeting like the grass of the fields, but I hope with all my heart that I live with all I can and make the fleeting moment count. Because honestly, worrying about the future is really not the best way to be spending your energy. And with the many things I face it is so easy to always fall into the trap of worrying, but again and again I find myself being silenced by the mere fact that anxiety really is mistrust in God.

 So with that, Matilda from Roald Dahl's book somewhat sums it up, "Never do anything by halves if you want to get away with it. Be outrageous. Go the whole hog. Make sure everything you do is so completely crazy it's unbelievable...”