I am feeling so bleh today. The guys have until Wednesday to move out, but my buddies are all out already. Either they traveled back home, or they moved out. So yea. Hostel life is meh now. Just got back from dinner and movie. Turbo is so cute and seriously, the owner is the cutest. Despite the really great meal + movie + company; I can't help feeling a sort of emptiness. Deep inside, I now realise that everything is not going to be the same. Sending Sean off was meeeeeeeeeehh. I felt like I was him, going home. Oh man, I imagined reaching home and all that. :( Felt so sad, I just moped around the whole afternoon. I fell asleep and woke up crying.
Seeing Nicole and Patricia's empty room was really hard too. Realising that all the classmates have moved out- even harder.
Instead of complaining, I know change is inevitable. I knew it would come eventually. So I have to say I also have much to be grateful for. Like for instance seeing daddy, my amazing last semester and so on.
Also, God has been always been by my side throughout this entire journey. Every morning verses will never fail to encourage me and grant me strength for that day. I love Him for giving us His word. It's like my reason to live. Literally. Have no idea how many times I could have lost hope, gave up, be depressed. Nevertheless His word sustained me. And I owe this next sem to Him..
HERE IS TO A NEW EXCITING SEMESTER WITH GOD.
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Much love.
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