So we let go , and defy gravity ,

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Hello world,

I promised myself I would not let my results affect me. And i'm going to keep that promise. For MSSD's sake. And thank God it hasn't affected me. I don't like pressure. And I STUDIED ONE DAY before. For a form 4 exam. Well, what do I expect? I ain't some genius like Jon.

OH. 

CONGRATS, rugby team. For winning. And to Kor, for scoring :)

So, here's to crappy marks. 

Well, I'm so tired and I lack inspiration now. Someone say something nice to me. Make me smileeee. Hahaaa, despo-nya.

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"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God"

-Romans 8:28

Dear God, all things work together for good right? I need to see you with me throughout this journey again, by my side. It's not going to be easy. Juggling running & form 4. But pleaseeeee put extra brain cells in my brain so I won't blank out before an add maths test next time okay? Oh, please help me and daddy find what we want tomorrow okay? Thankyou! :)

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Bye then. twomoredays

x

Worthwhile?

CREDITS ;

Anyways. What am I doing blogging when sejarah's waiting? Don't ask me ):

Studying can bore me ): Nothings going in my head. What, tamaduns and etc. Ahhh. I don't really care lahh, but when results come out? Eesh. 6 days and counting. I just can't wait to be free. When I am free I wanna get eat and get fat. Wtc? Weird things have been happening lately, and thats the only reason I blog.

This is so weird.

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Cross Country '11 ,

Always, Kristian Stanfill.

Hello there.

Today was probably one of the best school day of this year. Yeah, school hasn't been that fun. But today was so really nice. Really. It was the first time I ran a race so calmly. No pressure. No heart pounding out of my chest kinda feeling. Just nothing. Yeah. It was that awesome. If you know what I mean. I just ran. And all glory goes to God. I would have never done it without Him.  I have to be honest, I prayed really hard yesterday, cause I actually didn't want to run. But someone kinda inspired me to, so I was praying that I would be able to finish the whole race. Without fainting. And, surprisingly, I finished well. Despite being sick and all. 

CONGRATS to Shiyuan too, yes, that girl who ran her heart out even though she has fever. 

And to all YELLOW house members, for stealing our place. 

And to all GREEN house members, for running your best.

And to the EU-NISE (the awesomest running partner.) EDWIN, and AMINUL. For winning first place ;)

To the athletics club, so proud of you all.

And to everyone else. :)

My foes are many, they rise against me
But I will hold my ground
I will not fear the war, I will not fear the storm
My help is on the way, my help is on the way

Oh, my God, He will not delay
My refuge and strength always
I will not fear, His promise is true
My God will come through always, always.

- Always, Kristian Stanfill

My God is that awesome. 

Have an awesome week. All the best for exams.

OH JAYMIE. I want you in MSSD, pleaseeeee? ):

TALL TWINS :)

x

180211 ,

CREDITS ;

I'm going to try running/jogging for once. I've never jogged a merentas desa before. So, God, help me.


To fellow schoolmates out there ; ALL THE BEST. :)

Ahh, tuition tomorrow wei ): so much for weekends. AND OHNO, one week left ): I shall sleep early.


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Then they say ,

We'll hold on. I hope.

Yes, time for another decent post. I miss updating my blog daily, can you believe it? I'm suppose to be doing addmaths, but I can't find my mech pencil, so well. Here I am. Well. Its a public holiday! :) Though daddy still went to work for half the day, it was cool lazing around again. And for me it was like a really long weekend. 4 days. But being sick ain't fun though.

And, those in doubt, I really was sick okay.

I read someone's emo blog just now. And. I miss last year too. I want TzeMay to come back. And Clarissa too. Schools just not school anymore I guess. But, I guess i'll have to be grateful for the nice people in 4D. Things are really different now. But its okay I guess. Change is good. Right? I think so.

Oh, anyways. Last weeks sermon really hit me hard. I don't know why either. I'll write about it soon.

"He has made everything beautiful in time.. " 

Ecc 3:11

If you ask me. Its hard to understand tahte everything is beautiful in time. Not just everything happens for a reason & etc. But it happens beautifully? Uhuh.

The worlds getting screwed these days. Families drinking poison. Suicides. Its just weird. Just saying.

Yes, I've been rambling.
So yeah, for those who actually read my blog. (I can't believe people still read it though)

Happy Belated Valentines Day / Singles Awareness Day! ♥ 

Whichever you prefer.

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Its me again ,

But we're all too scared to say anything worth saying.

Hello dead blog,

I didn't want you to die ): I've got maths and homework waiting for me. Anyways. Sorry for not updating. These few days have been crazy. Its weird. And i'm scared.

But, GOD, I know you're there. Specially when I need you most.

So yeah, 16 days left.

EXCITED?

Nah.

Happy Belated Fiona Soh Chui Pan!

x

The last week.

CREDITS ;

I'm so lazy to update. And tomorrows school ); I wanna sleep ;/

Things I have to say:

1. I am not EUGINA.

2. I am from 2 ILMU. Not JUJUR -.-

3. I don't say hell, maybe occasionally but not in an interview.

I have lots to say. But bye for now.