Tests

I know I was suppose to blog about fullness but I'm feeling so bummed. Test results are coming in and I totally flunked two of my major courses - it's not that I didn't study or anything cause I really did! Yet I just either don't understand what I'm doing, or I figured it out but don't get it when questions are changed.

Funny thing is, I went to the action center for physics and this dude who never took Physics his whole life - who doesn't know how to calculate acceleration from a graph - yeah we he totally scored way higher than mine. Like how is that even possible?

Seriously don't know what's happening. I need to study smart, but I don't know how.

But God turns around the worst situations for the best - so there is my silver lining.

Oh the irony of resting that I learned in fullness: to let go and let God, but sometimes all I can see is everything else that God doesn't. So today I'm going to declare that my grades do not define me. Especially not a test grade. It will not limit or stop me from ace-ing my final exams and future tests. Today onwards I will study smart - even if I don't know how, the Holy Spirit will be my teacher.


Grace days - endured.