#449 Greetings from Kuantan,

Cause Samantha likes my hoodie.

Sup people! We've reached. HEHEH. The hotel is awesome. And the pool is great. Going for a swim soon. There's a mall just opposite. THIS IS SO AWESHUM. But i'm still missing camp! SIGHS hopefully practicing my photography will help me get my mind off missing everyone. Everywhere I turn, I see someone and think of a person in camp. Somehow, everyone reminds me of someone in camp. This is so sad. Hahaha, but I'm excited. For everything. The change thats coming and etc. Ohwells.

God bless you all, readers, friends, aliens! LOL

4 days of unwind & relaxation. Here I come. buhbyes humans :)

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³ Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, ⁴ not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.

Phil 2: 3-4

My baby's first outing: Uncle Zachary & Family's Farewell

So I just learned how to use my baby. Yeap. By that I mean a camera :) Uncle Zachary, Aunty Mag and their three kids: Wayne, Lynette, and Mervins leaving to Sarawak ): So this was their farewell in church. Heh.

Byes.


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Post camp. Hits real bad btw.

#447 This song,

Somewhere to start, nights lovely people :)

#446 NSCFL CAMP 2011

National School Christian Fellowship Leaders Camp.

2011, STM, Seremban.

Where to begin? I'm at loss for words honestly. I find myself in a very awkward situation, cause I realized that pictures cannot even describe my past 6 days. Indeed overwhelming. Yes, I met God, refreshed myself, found purpose again. But in ways I could have never thought of. The people I've met were really wonderful, their love for God has brought me on my knees again. Saying sorry for taking Him for granted. Honestly, this camp, what I've learned, the people I've met. I hope it last for a loong time. Forever is too mushy I guess :)

Hahaha. So yea. Obviously I have really confusing feelings right now. But what I want the most is to apply what I've learnt and to never let this feeling go. To stay passionate for Him alone. I've been taking Him for granted WAAAY too long. Here's my wake up call. 

I'm not going to write about each day, hopefully I will. In the future. But for now it shall just stay in my hearts and my journal. Lol. This camp has a really awesome commandant. I have never met someone as cool as Jun Yi, as a commandant I mean. God has really been with the whole camp. So grateful for everything.

Even though many of us may never meet in this lifetime, wow so corny. Hahaa, I believe God has a reason for our acquaintances. It has been really great. Okay, i'll start with my teammates. BERNHARD LANGERS:

Christian Golfer :)

Mr. Jimmy was our teacher, Brandon, Ping Sheng, Mi Xia, Shin Lin, Jeremy, Lucas, Tiffany, Me ♥
:)

DID WE TAKE A GROUP PICTURE? OHNOOOOOOOOOO.

Nevertheless. They were really shy at first, but after awhile everyone opened up and it was really great hearing from them, different backgrounds and stories to share :) Even though we hardly win the games, I really enjoyed playing with them, the team spirit was really good. Everyone enjoyed it, that's all that matters right? Heh.

This camp also strengthen the bond between CF members. I never really talked to Alex and suddenly we're buddies! I saw Cheng Yi speak out :)) So amazing. Wee Ren looking at preetty girls. Bryan acting insecure, ahhaha kidding, Si Jin and Serene, all the conversations about extra nice guys. Wen Ting, laughing. Hahaha Josh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I've said enough today. haha but I know you really enjoyed your day :) we must, must, must, go out okay!

I've met amazing people that I doubt I'll ever forget. Frankly. I've never felt so happy after camp I mean, I know that someday we'll meet, hopefully our paths cross. :) ISABEL is so cute btw, and JEREMY. I'm going to miss Shin Lin and the teammates though ): DJ-ers, DU's really nice meeting all of them. People like Sarah and her cute buddy walking around. FIONNE, that cutie. Lucas, the backache guy! hahaha. Everyone! You must be like, huh huh huh? I'll post pictures aight? :) Soon. I hope :)

THE BOTTOM LINE:
My relationship with God. I think I've finally grasped a glimpse of how great God is. Experiencing God, the prayer and fasting. Has really helped me. And I can't help but to think of the worship one in the hall. Wow that broke me down real bad. Hahaha, I need to start to really worship despite the circumstances. Felt so relieved. Bonding with God alone was amazing too! Despite the fact that I almost fell asleep. heheh.

CF SMK SEAFIELD:
I believe, very strongly in my heart that next year will be different. I want to see change. And dear God, please help us to bring Your change in our school. Help us to never forget you. And that You are the reason for everything.


Please God. Help me keep these memories. And never take You for granted again.
Thank You for the wonderful 6 days :) I'll update soon! Promise. :))

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Meet Yee Pei,

Yes. I miss the sampats too. Jing, San, Yatkuan.

#445 Why.

Exactly why i need to shut up and go talk to God

These past few days. Have been like really rocky for me. Well. It's just that alot of things has happen in so little time. Anyways. Bye.

#444 My blessed 16,

IM SIXTEEN :) ❤
Credits to Tiffany for the card ;)

HELLO.

I'm sixteen now. another year older. yes. pfft. they say I'm old. I've put the pictures up on facebook, twitter and etc. BUT REALLY.

I can't believe how blessed I am. I don't even know where to begin. Hm. okay. 

12 am.

Thanks for the 12 am visit ;) Tze May, Clarissa, Cheng, Ping :) It was really nice seeing you guys. I was kinda disappointed there was no school and I can't get to see anyone then. But you guys are awesome. I missed us so much. I mean 4 of us together, thats SO RARE since you both left ): BUT thanks. For the cake. :) You really made my day. Hahaha. PING. ANOTHER NICHOLAS SPARKS?  ❤

830 am

Then later. I woke up. Did my devos. Thanking God for last night. Stoned around. Ate breakfast. Till almost 12.

1 pm

Mayyean, Jared, Hongli and Jia came over. With another cake. Awh. :) They were so sweet but I had to shoo them out of the house *SORRY* cause I promised tze may i'll follow her to her youth service in DUMC at 2. So they had to leave. Thanks for the present lala!

2pm

We , cheng, clarissa, tzemay went to DUMC. Met olivia :) Wanted to take a picture since we didn't that night, but we forgot again. Anyways. We had tea. And I went home. Tired and all. Crashed on the sofa before daddy and mummy came back.

7+ pm

Daddy texted not to get any food as he's bringing burgers home. And I'm like yay! Any burger whether its ramly also I didn't mind. TURNS OUT. Uncle Alex brought for us Star Hill tea Saloon Burgers for dinner. Gosh the meat so tender and all. Heaven ❤ ahhahaa. Before that. EU-NISE yes the twin sister came over with a BEAR cake she baked. AND THE AWESOME BOARD CARD. With Meiyee and Vivien. They all did it together. Love you all. Really :)

Earlier on, this monday. My family went out to celebrate so that Jon won't be distracted since SPM is tomorrow. So yea, our plan was to watch a movie then go for dinner. Turns out TINTIN wasn't out then /: so. We just had dinner, nevertheless. It was still good. Jon had two dinners from seperate shop, hahah that pig.

I'M BLESSED. I feel like crying all the time. Thank God I didn't but all of you seriously made me :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
13.11

You never failing to surprise me each day.

Thank You for the past sixteen years and never leaving my side for a single millisecond;

for always being there for me;

for blessing me with such a wonderful family;

for amazing friends I can share my life with;

for touching me, helping me;

every. single. day. ;

for everything else I can be grateful for.

Thank you ❤

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I'll be back. Soon enough. I need to start on my BM essays and my training. Time to get disciplined. Before camp. ICAN'TWAITFORCAMP.

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Had the most memorable 12.11.11.

x

#443 WHAT AM I DOING?

I HAVE NO IDEA.

Why bother so much when no one cares?
I don't know.
Why waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you.
I don't know.
WHYS.


I know what I want for my birthday already. And guess what. You can't buy it. And no. Don't judge me, it's not what you think.

WHY IS TODAY SO SPECIAL?

Here's why:

 “@iTweetFacts: Today is 11/11/11, World War one ended 93 yrs ago on this day. #iTweetFacts

Not cause kids with broken hearts need replacement boyfriends/girlfriends. Not cause you didn't get what you wanted. Not cause you didn't get that iPhone 4s you wanted. Not cause you want that bish you hate to trip and fall. Not cause your parents are annoying and you want someone "cooler" to replace 'em.  Definitely not cause your just so unhappy with your life right now.

You have a heart. You're meant to take care of it, who asked you to give it away so easily? If i'm not wrong, anything is possible, and you wonder why you don't get what you want. iPhones. Seriously? Enemies? A little to old for that aren't you. Why are you letting them affect your lives? You know you're way better off without them. YOU HAVE PARENTS, other people wish and pray so hard. Guess what. No matter how hard they pray. Their parents aren't gonna be alive again. Wishes? Pfft. Please

Hey you choose what you become okay. Don't blame anyone else for the decisions you make. Deal with it. Want a change in your sad sad life? CHANGE IT. Stop wishing every time the clock turns 11.11. Do something. What do you believe in? Really; lets see about it; or we can stop lying to ourselves.

; after all, you can only wish for so long.

# 442 Must watch,

"I'm living a dream right now, everything I've done is something I've always thought of doing, that's a pretty cool feeling"

-Micheal Phelps

officially inspired. he's handsome.

#441 Not this way,

CREDITS

Sometimes I wonder. What do people believe in? 11/11/11? The only day in a lifetime where you can wish? Or everyday at 11.11? Honestly, do these wishes come true? If it's true then what is God for? All we need will be wishes, no? I've been thinking. Hard, about useless things like these .______.

Okay, I don't mean to be anything. But today is gonna be so sad. IT'S THE LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL for this year :'( Which means. No more Kor in school. I AM GONNA MISS HIM SO MUCH. Freaking serious. And his friends. But mainly him. I can't believe we're gonna be seniors soon spm candidate. Hows that? Change is coming. A little too fast I fear. But then again. That is why dear readers who cease to exist, we have a God that cares. Haha okay. I seriously don't know where to start.

bottomline: I AM GOING TO MISS THE FORM 5s.

Let me tell you why, them. The guys, are like brothers, of different races I never had. Okay fine, they're crude, they flirt, they're egoistic and etc. but they're MUCH more easier to hang out with then some people who you actually label as friends. I just think they're really cool. Even though they swear like nobody's business sometimes. But I believe, that each and everyone of them will turn out to be a fine gentleman one day. And yea. Aw. So emoshionaaaal. :')

These two :)

On the lefts Alvin. He is a chipmunk. And he likes to say hi! Hahaha okay he's an awesome brother. And erm. Oh very good listener *winks* girls. He's SINGLE. Hahhahaa. thank you for listening to me rant about my problems. Well he rants too. Sometimes. But oh wells. We talk about nothing. Which is quite cool. (Y)

On the right ah? You don't need to know him. hahaha. He's a BISH. Fun one to hang out with. Taken. Yups. 

The rest? I shall save them for another post okay? So you can cry more.

4 DAMAI

Don't. Want. Streaming.

credits to Jon Ho & Kiew Yee Pei :)

So. To save your wishes or not? 11/11/11? I get to wish everyday :) Just cause God blesses. I don't know what I need in my life already. I mean it's not perfect. But i've got God, my family, and friends, food to eat, a place to call home and almost everything else.

Do tell me. What else do I need? :)

#440

Hahha they're so cute.

No. Still straight. But they're cool. Anyways. Today was a great day.

"Great day. great company, great God"

-Marissa Voo

Mygosh. It's so lagged now. Anyways. I don't know why I seem to be getting pissed at my parents very often. They keep nagging. Or is it just me. K fine. Maybe i'm not that real. Maybe when I laugh I don't feel it inside. But I shall drop the act soon. HUH. Eugenia you so emo one ah? NO. I'm not. People have problems okay. everyone has. Just cause I laugh and smile. Don't judge hey.

shut me up. kthanksbye.

ps/ thanks phlegm, for making me choke all the time. Er yea. I hope to get better soon.

pps/ MOVIE TOMORROW. with the girls. gonnabefun. finally. real company :)

Credits ; Maybe; just maybe. Mummy was right.

Blog under maintanence.

going to watch tv. ah. bye :)

#439 November, november

hello awesome month.

EXAMS? Overrrrrr :)

*Big smile*

I still can't believe it's over already. I honestly don't know what i'm gonna do if i'm not going to study. Haven't been watching anything lately. Yes I am outdated. At least i've time to catch up :) Alot of that to do. Hahaahaa. btw,

DO COME! :)

Its this saturday,

5th November 2011

1.30-4.00pm

FGA, KL (Main Sanctuary)

Do come okay! PLEASE. Tell me if you wanna come tickets are available at the counter before the show. So no worries. Just come. Yay. Kay. Bye.

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CREDITS ;