Would you believe?

And if I had wings I would fly you're all that I need ,you are
And if the world caved in around me
To you I'd still hold on

'cause you're all that I believe
And the one that created me
Jesus, because of you... 
Im free



Just live your life with god inside 
You wont regret one moment of it
And give all that you can for God, for God.

Good song (:

Officially ditched blogger for tumblr ;) Not permanently, be happy!

The little things,

CREDITS ;

I feel him,

They say: High school is where you find your bridesmaid. Not your groom.

Don't be desperate. Please.

This , is inspirational. He came to FGA before. And omgsh, watching his videos alone can be so touching. And I wonder why I complain. When he doesn't.

I don't know why small matters, matter so much. I'm suppose to be doing projects. :/ Anyways, today was a tough choice. Why do I have to choose between studies & training? Its just really hard. Texting coach was really intimidating. Explaining to him was worse. We explained yesterday and he got the days wrong :S Omgsh, we made him wait. 

So confusing. School these days, are like free periods. We barely learn. Addmaths, omgsh, the teacher, haven't taught since I came back. 

Ahh, I don't like emo blogs. So this is not an emo posts. I just don't know what matters anymore. And writing like this, is brain wrecking. Okay.

Bye humans.

Things on my to-do list now. 

-Talk slower. 

asdflkghldfhdfg wei. I actually learned to talk slower, but now, my brain. Thinks too much. And I can't speak slow. Too much to say, you know? Ahh, so annoying.

-Stop calling people stupid.

Matt 6 says, yeap. That. Hahahah, all Jings fault.

No, obviously, i'm kidding. I don't actually have a to do list. 

The past week ,

CREDITS ;

Everything is so weird. Change is inevitable.

I know. But. Really.

Sorry for not updating. Holidays? I was busy catching up with the syllables and tuition homework. Obviously i managed to somehow squeeze time for going out. Hahhaa, movie marathon with Nise & Meiyee was cool. I want 3I back. Or at least things to not change so much :/ Hmm, training was packed today. I mean cause everyone else came I guess. Thats all I have to say. Oh, my homework pile is getting lesser (: Thats a good thing. Right? oh well. All the best for Saringans tomorrow.

Grats on the medals, Hakim, Shi Yuan, Nadia, Shamil & Jin Hao (: Go green!

Bye earthlings,

Letting go ,

CREDITS; 

Kiss me goodbye, 

I'm defying gravity, 

and you won't bring me down.

I'm home alone omgsh, woke up to an empty house, everyones like gone. This is not cool. TODAY IS FRIDAY. Holidays. Goneeeeeeeee. What did I do? Idk. I need to start thinking of how to spend my holidays more wisely next time. oh wells, I have too much to say but I have no idea how to collect my thoughts and type it down. So I shall tell you about training, fair enough? I decided today was the nicest session. Hahaha. We did agility. Yesh, there I summed it up in three words for you. Haaa. Next week starts central training. Can't wait to see everyone again.



I just hope its all worth it.





So fellow readers, thats it for now, bye earthlings.
ps/ Olahraga-eans, is tomorrow on?

x

When reality hits ,

Credits ;

Training was fun today :) Hahhaa, yes this is so not me, talking about training. But we had that whistling run thingi. We were talking about movies halfway some more. And omgsh, its so late. I mean when there's training tomorrow, this is late I guess. Anyways. Seeeeee, I bothered to update. For those actually reading out there. Going out with them tomorrow, for Sejarah project, imagine that :O

OH. I watched Lauren & Kent in SYTYCD the other night, omgsh. They're so goooddd. Too bad the don't let post it. Go watch kay? CLICK.

I just realized. School holidays are almost over. *gasps. Training, studying. I barely had time to do nothing. [Which is my favorite thing to do btw.] Well, next week, another crazy week again. All this. And for what? Is it worth it? I don't have an answer to that. Sadly. This is confusinggg.


Bye for nowww,

x

My loss ,

CREDITS ;

I should be studying.

I should be finishing up my modules.

I should at least sit at the table and hold my pen.
Yes yes, 14,000 things to be happy about.
Homework/modules is are so not in it.

And yet. Here I am. Homework is annoying. And I decided that the whole, wide, world should know that. Well at least fellow readers HI! Whats weird is that tweets and tumblr posts keep saying stuff like trust in God. And when I open its tabs. :O Whoaa. I guess its all part of His plan huh?

Time for me to go bury myself in homework again. I guess any video will do , right mun? Eugeniaaaa stop blasting music. Yess maam.

x

The inside out ,

CREDITS ;

Everlasting

Your light will shines when all else fades

Never ending

Your glory goes beyond all fame

And yes. Despite the past events God still remains unchanged. He still listens. He still hears. He's the same God. He shines in the midst of this darkness. The world needs Him. We certainly do I guess. Lets continue upholding those affected by the recent earthquake cum tsunami. Things have been really scary. Thinking about the world ending. Is just ...  Anyways. Church was cool today. Jannah is back (: Well, 'till Saturday only. But it was great seeing her again. Anyways. I'm still feeling nervous for tomorrow. Hahaha, GREEN house members. We need to go train soon! Hurry, I kiasu dy. ):




Oh yeash, here's a special post, for Ducky! (: He's turning 17 today,

Happy Birthday Daryl!

Well ducky, hope you had an awesome time last night. Sorry we had to push you in twice :) Stay quacksome kay. Ducks are cool (Y) God bless you! All the best for SPM! I have to admit. I took sooo long to find that picture.

Yesh. I'm done. Yay. Kay. 

BYE!

x

Now ,

End of the world? Not yet.

Things have been changing drastically. In every way. Earlier today, Japan was hit with a major earthquake. I think it caused Tsunami warnings to other countries cause of the earth movement or something. The news are scary, I don't like watching people suffer. WHO DOES?

Its just weird don't you think?


Here we are thinking or worrying about how we look, what to wear, where to go, & etc. when people out there are dying. Losing loved ones. Having nothing to eat.

We must be really insensitive huh? Me included I guess. How many times have we prayed for anyone else besides ourselves? All we ask for is to our benefit. Like getting that A's, the latest phone, that our enemies will trip and fall? Hahaha. But yeah. The point is. We should be aware of our surroundings. Step out of our comfort zones. Look beyond. What exactly can we do? IDK for sure. But I think praying for others is a good start. Maybe thinking before we just blurt out something unkind. Or forgiving others before expecting someone to forgive us. Count to ten before getting angry. Stop judging. Basically, we should start being nice.







No. It wasn't meant to be an inspirational/sympathetic post.

I don't know. Really. Things have been falling apart lately. Thank you God for holidays. I need this break. To get away at least for abit. To think. If i'm not trying to catch up with homework, or training. I don't do anything else. And I tend thinking too much, blasting music ain't helping either. This is not cool. I really don't know how to fit the pieces back together anymore. Maybe missing school was part of the reason why everythings so out of hand. I don't know. Reallyy. Its confusing. Why people judge without knowing the real thing. And, why listen to rumours? I really don't know. But this is not good. I can't even go without feeling the hurt. I feel betrayed really. The faces they show, the smile they fake. Its like everything was perfect. Well wake up. Nothing is perfect. Only God is. Which reminds me. I need to stop.

Everything happens for a reason. God knows why. I need to trust him even more now. Circumstances like this unknowingly brings me back to my knees. Asking God. Which also reminds me.

THANKYOUGOD,
for the golds. I mean, sure I was aiming for it. But I didn't know I would ACTUALLY GET IT. Its really cool. Being in a new category and yet succeeding anyways. Wasn't me. So you deserve the praise. Thank you for even bringing me closer, depending on you for each race. It was really nice actually. Despite being nervous and all. So thankyouGod!



Ahhhh. I need to stop thinking too much. Starting now.
Btw. Its been ages since I've blogged like this. I'm that cool.


Happy Holidays All! (:
Have fun with your modules!

x

MSSD 2011 ,

This year was epic.

Like major. I mean I was aiming for golds and all, but I never really thought I would get it. I mean, new class, older, faster people. Heh. Anyways, I ran 1900m in total. Yeap, I counted in training just now. Hahha. this year was really cool. I can't believe its my second last. Ah, I'll say more soon. For now.

I'll let the pictures talk for itself. :)

RECORD, SMASHED.

There you have it.

The awesome supporters + Shiyuann.

Seafield , is awesomeee 

The awesome pressie + Bajet star

Bolt wannabes :)

Bajet star kan?

CREDITS to Danial Adam :)

x

Dear God ,

Can I change the future? 

ALL I WANT. Yeahss. 

ALL I want.

IS THAT RECORD.

Please? I'll pray hard. Very hard.

x

Ohmy ,

Well said ,

CAN YOU BELIEVE PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG? Whooaa.

Lol, my stats are increasing I have no idea how though. Anyways. Today was a fairly good day. Kinda pissing. But its okay i guess. I'm here only cause of this:

Yeahhhhh, they have a new nice way of saying we'll  be back shortly now. How kind. Eesh. I'm so tired. Today was okay I guess. WOW, my prayers worked , cancelling the saringans :O It was like, magic (:  heh, okay. See you monday?


Till then.

The last lap ,

Yeah, lets.

Dear God. Its the last few days. Please be with us. Help us in our passing and help us allllllllll be healthy. Oh dear God, since you died for us on the cross, please take all our pain/injuries/sprains away. Yes GOD, Be with seafield. :D Thank you for making us strong when we're weak. We'll be praying!

Amen.

Kay. All hyped yet? (:

Dear God ,

I wanna be on top of the world!

THANK YOU FOR TODAY.

Please. Be with my Jie. Help her stay positive and happy. Help her in her 200m also.

And Goddddd. Please let nice people win so we can have a nice MSSS.

THANK YOU SO MUCH, please be with me tmrw aight? Two 400m. I CAN DO IT. Only IFFFFF, YOU'RE by my side.

love love love,

Your daughter.