Showing posts with label scholarship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scholarship. Show all posts

Sunday, 26 October 2014

#737 Snippets

collage
Top row:
(1) December last year - 2013. With the cousin. Annual Christmas Roadtrip KCH-BTG-BTU-MYY.
(2) With Kamera and Samid in Cambodia - March 2014
(3) Road trip No. 4 - Frasers with Dad's HF group


Second row:
(1) With Bing and Sean during my Kuching trip for > (2) Shell Award Ceremony: Miss Siti, Dad and Aunty Mag. Grateful for their support and their presence on the day itself.
(3) Road trip No. 2 - credits to Tiff


Last row:
(1) Varsity Camp with John - after quitting my job. (2)(3) Goofing around on the day we moved. Yep. Moving day.


So since I completed my foundation, I went on four road trips so far:
1. Sarawak
2. Malacca
3. Johor
4. Frasers
(5). Kuching - TWICE once for fun (joking) and again for an official ceremony, but it's not counted. Or is it?

The collage as you may have noticed, isn't chronically arranged. Nevertheless. These are just bits of pieces of what I've been up to. Of course there have been countless meet up sessions with school/work friends but sadly I don't have many pictures. But that's okay. I've been so caught up with SAT and university applications. So yeah.

85/ That's it for now!

Monday, 1 September 2014

Thursday, 14 August 2014

Mini Shell Recruitment Day (Shell Malaysia MSRD)

Hello everyone.
Feeling so relieved as the interview is finally over. During the interview some of the interviewers were a little bit surprised that the format of the interview for the SRD is available on blogs online. However, this will not reveal everything worry not. It will definitely show the format/timeline of the SRD I experienced.

So we were called to be at Menara Shell by 6.45 am. The program was set to be until 12pm. Miss Doria and Miss Siti greeted us before 7 and they told us to register, First we were registered into visitor IDs. We have to go through safety protocols. After everything was cleared we were invited into a meeting room. 6 of us. I was the only girl.
The first person I met while waiting was Nicco. He's a Sabahan born in Labuan. Currently in his first year at UniTEN studying Electrical Engineering.
Then Hafiz came, he was Philip's schoolmate - SMK Melawati if i'm not mistaken. He is currently on break I think, applying for Geo Science in Colorado/Nebraska, USA.
Samuel Soh is a first year student at Imperial College, London studying Mechanical Engineering.
Roland Adrian, undergoing his ADP hoping to transfer to the States to study Mechanical Engineering.
Last but not least, Thafiq from UTP (Universiti Technology Petronas) first year first semester. Afterwards there was another session but we didn't get enough time together to get to know them.
Anyway when we were assembled in the meeting room we were instructed to read a 9 page case study. We had 45 minutes to read through. We were a team of 6 interns going off-shore. 6 things were taken into consideration and we were give a huge sum so we had to hold a meeting to agree on how to allocate our finance.
We had a little break while waiting for the other interviewers to arrive. Meanwhile we had breakfast prepared. Manage to talk to one of the panel - Mr. Harriah, He was very open about his experience. But anyways, back to the meeting. We all introduced ourselves and then the "meeting" started, It only lasted for 25 minutes. It was generally just a discussion.
Next for my schedule, I was assigned for the individual case study presentation. We were given a few options of increasing production, saving cost etc and we were asked to present it to the "Project Manager" for 15 minutes. We had 45 minutes to prepare/read up.
I got into the room Mr. Harriah was in and after my "Analysis" was done he really hit me with though questions that made me think. This was during the 10 minute Q&A session. But I managed in the end.
Later on I was given 45 minutes to write on a piece of paper to ask a question that I would ask in an actual meeting if I were to execute the plan above (referring to the analysis I just presented). The paper was divided into 3 parts: Questions, Explanation, Rationale (I THINK). Not very sure already.
Finally, the last stage was the personal interview. I got two very nice interviewers. They asked me:
  • about challenges I faced
  • changes I had to adapt
  • a new skill I learned
  • etc..
I had to "walk them through" my experiences. So I talked about my experiences and they were very relaxed and cool about it. Was not very nervous throughout because they are very friendly and not at all stuck-up people. Despite their many years of experience they actually treated us like decent adults. It was a cool building - they had O'Briens in the meeting floor! Super cool environment.
Quite an experience I must say. All the best future applicants!

Thursday, 17 July 2014

Shell Scholarship Malaysia 2014

Hello everyone, since other blogs have been so much help to me I will update mine too. Just a little something to help applicants for future shell scholarship applications. (International application)
The whole process can be found on the shell website here.

Step 1 - Online Application

Step 2 - Online Logics Ability Test

Step 3 - An Interview 

Step 4 – Mini Shell Recruitment Day

Step 5 - Offer

This year (2014) the scholarship panel postponed their processing duration till after Raya - this makes the scholars on time for the UCAS applications but not for Australian universities. The application deadline was on 28th February.
On the 16th of April i received an invitation for the online assessment. Due to some complications I was not listed for the phone interview, or it got postponed i wasn't sure. But a few months after April I found out that they were postponing the scholarship interviews till after Raya. I received the telephone interview on 15/07/2014. She scheduled for an interview the next day.
The telephone interview:
The format this year defers from previous years. More personal and slightly simpler, dare I say? First she asked for my biggest achievements. Then she asked about the challenges I faced while attaining the achievement above. Next was the biggest change I've experienced and how I've handled it. Then there was the motivation. What motivates me in life? Finally she asked about my career goals - why do I want to work in the oil and gas industry?
Here's a recap:
  • Achievements
  • Changes in life
  • Motivation
  • Career goals
Currently I am still waiting for the feedback if I can attend the mini Shell recruitment day. All the best to those applying, Might be helpful, might not, I feel obligated anyways - considering the wait I had to endure. Heh.

Hoping for things to fall into place. Been so busy with work. Yes I am actually working and it can be quite intense at times but I love the environment so I can say I am no longer lazing around! Heres to trusting God! I got accepted into 1/3 Universities today. Still waiting for two more, but I am already overjoyed!


"but my righteous one shall live by faith,
    and if he shrinks back,
my soul has no pleasure in him.”
― Hebrews 10:38 (ESV)

 

Thursday, 3 July 2014

Credits

Credits


Because life is like those photo frames. Only when placed together - a whole picture is formed. Notice the differences of each frame. Each experience, stage in life, so different yet similar in another way.


Apologies for the long hiatus, well, I haven't really wrote properly in a long long time. Sometimes I really wish to write long long rants to pour out how I feel but I feel so tired - emotionally. In all modesty, I realise how much of a human I am. I think I lost a friend, whom has always been there through everything. Since running and then on. The thing is no matter how far we drift apart talking again feels only natural. Guess it is my turn to feel it now. On top of it all -
How do I phrase this; well I've been unintentionally stirring up unnecessary conflicts. Well, lately Mom and I don't really reason things out fairly. Mostly my fault? I cannot say much. Most times, I feel like I let my parents down. I look at myself and I feel tempted to even deceive myself into believing I am a failure. But I know with Jesus I will never be one. And I feel reassured again.


This walk of faith; of doing nothing. Oh the irony, but to be honest without God I would never be so grateful today. The one thing I've realised to be ever so true:


Grace is not based on my performance.


Grace is not based on my performance.


Grace is not based on my performance.


(repeat)


I have to admit, I am a pretty negative person. I know some might not agree to that but hear me out. Some nights, I tend to replay the day (especially the bad parts), and worry about the future a lot. I don't know why I cannot help it, I just beat myself up. When Jesus takes care of the birds of the air, and clothes the lilies, here I am alive and well yet worrying for tomorrow. Ignorant me.


Nevertheless, I am so grateful for people who always remind me that when things go down, I should look up. Two men have played an important role in my life for reminding me when I need it. The older brother gave me a call after my scholarship news (it was postponed) came out. He knows me way too well. I ended up crying - but of course not showing it because sissies cry. He really told me to snap out of it. Dad too, he tells me to always find the good in everything. Frankly, sometimes when the storms overwhelm, I cannot help but to fear it instead of trusting Him to calm the storm for me.


Devotions today pierced my heart. Proverbs 12:25 teaches us to speak words of encouragement. Speak life into your hopes and dreams. Speak life to yourself.  I have been thinking about it a lot. I really need to ponder on scriptures like this constantly.


So much for a long post, heh. I should safely conclude by this: Hopes, disappointments, regrets. Paid for two thousand years ago, when my Jesus died for me.


Are you willing to take up the cross and lay down your burdens?


Am I?







"Anxiety in a man's heart weighs him down,
    but a good word makes him glad."

― Proverbs 12:25 ESV



When someone is broken, they don’t necessarily want someone to fix them. They just want to find someone who will make sure they don’t break anymore.

— Zaeema, “broken people”

Tuesday, 24 June 2014

That sharp turn,

Screenshot 2014-06-24 12.11.22

 

Hello, I've been stuck in a denial phase the past few days. Feeling so dazed. Taking a step back, let me explain myself. When I decided to take a semester off I knew exactly how it will turn out. I would either:

1. Get the scholarship
2. Not get the scholarship

These were solely, the only possible outcomes. And yet, when it happens you still feel so confused. The series of events these past few days have left me.... disheartened. First of all, the British scholarship probably didn't like my essay, and right now; the career day (last interview) for Shell is scheduled to be held only in August. Wow. Way to close some doors in your face. Well, point taken. But then again closed doors leads to other doors. This much I know is true.

Someone told me, if God has destined for you to do something (eg. be a teacher) and you choose to be a Dr. instead, you are not living out God's plan for your life. No matter how much success you may attain as a Dr., to God; you may not be considered successful. Sad, and ugly truth. But somewhat reassuring, the fact that hopefully I am walking into a path that He considers successful.

So, I have concluded. Sometimes life takes a very sharp, painful turn. Sometimes all you hoped and dream for ain't the best. Only God knows best - true story. Mom asked me to check out universities in the states/UK, but the test dates and entry dates don't coincide. Sadly. I am honestly feeling too disappointed to comb through the internet and look for universities/entry requirements/email. So.

Whats next? Another walk of faith then - trust required.




The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.

― Deuteronomy 31:8



Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.

 ― Joshua 1:9



For the word of the LORD is right and true; he is faithful in all he does. The LORD loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of his unfailing love. By the word of the LORD were the heavens made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth.

― Psalm 33:4-6

Saturday, 21 June 2014

Leap of faith

I think I am already taking one, but worrying can never add to my stature. So why worry. Feeling a little bit relieved and happy when the scholarship panel said she will contact me on Monday. She seemed so please I already got into Monash U.

One step at a time. Journey hasn't even started. Need to have answers when people ask me, "So, what are you doing now?", "Wow, you're still on holidays?".

Soon, soon.




22 And he said to his disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, nor about your body, what you will put on. 23 For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing. 24 Consider the ravens: they neither sow nor reap, they have neither storehouse nor barn, and yet God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds! 25 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?

― Luke 12:22-25