Soundtrack of my life.

Broken-by Lifehouse. Cause i'm a sadist.

Jokes. Jesus loves you all and its 31st on a wednesday.

ICE CREAM K.

Soundtrack of my life.

Broken-by Lifehouse. Cause i'm a sadist.

Jokes. Jesus loves you all and its 31st on a wednesday.

ICE CREAM K.

Happy Birthday!

JACK

Probably one of our last captured memories of school huh? Too bad pei had to be in the picture too. Hah, anyways friend. I'm so sorry for wishing so late, like I said, I really stayed up to wish you promise, and I really really hope you had a great birthday, I hope you spent the last 24 hours listening to Paramore ;) haha, Thanks for always being there to listen to me rant, and always being a true friend, since 2 Ilmu yos. 

TZEMAY

Girl on your left. Yos, so much to say but sadly time has caught up. Exams and circumstances around has brought us to different paths now, nevertheless, thanks for all the memories and the friendship we share. And if you're wondering, I don't have a boyfriend now okay? I'm not that kind of person ;) All the best for IG's!

JON

I CANNOT BELIEVE after ALL THESE YEARS, we don't have a decent picture together! You're like the second Jon brother yo. I MISS ALL THE TIMES WE HAD. Spm stupid SPM. We shall go out and be sampats again soon. But Jon, we literally grew up in church, from CSOM, to YC, and form 3 CG outings, Amplified, Live.Revolution. AH Crazy times. So proud of how much you've grown today, physically, haha you've become very fine looking broo, and spiritually in God too. So, all the best fro SPM. Here's an early wish, I know its not your birthday yet, nevertheless.

Awwwwwww. You jons.

ps/ i miss you guys ):

WE MUST GO OUT AFTER SPM. KAYS CHURCH BUDDY?

CHURCH TMR :)

Loves. 8 days till SPM and I have to blog, I'm FANTASTIK~ And BIGBANG is in Malaysia.

Happy Birthday!

JACK

Probably one of our last captured memories of school huh? Too bad pei had to be in the picture too. Hah, anyways friend. I'm so sorry for wishing so late, like I said, I really stayed up to wish you promise, and I really really hope you had a great birthday, I hope you spent the last 24 hours listening to Paramore ;) haha, Thanks for always being there to listen to me rant, and always being a true friend, since 2 Ilmu yos. 

TZEMAY

Girl on your left. Yos, so much to say but sadly time has caught up. Exams and circumstances around has brought us to different paths now, nevertheless, thanks for all the memories and the friendship we share. And if you're wondering, I don't have a boyfriend now okay? I'm not that kind of person ;) All the best for IG's!

JON

I CANNOT BELIEVE after ALL THESE YEARS, we don't have a decent picture together! You're like the second Jon brother yo. I MISS ALL THE TIMES WE HAD. Spm stupid SPM. We shall go out and be sampats again soon. But Jon, we literally grew up in church, from CSOM, to YC, and form 3 CG outings, Amplified, Live.Revolution. AH Crazy times. So proud of how much you've grown today, physically, haha you've become very fine looking broo, and spiritually in God too. So, all the best fro SPM. Here's an early wish, I know its not your birthday yet, nevertheless.

Awwwwwww. You jons.

ps/ i miss you guys ):

WE MUST GO OUT AFTER SPM. KAYS CHURCH BUDDY?

CHURCH TMR :)

Loves. 8 days till SPM and I have to blog, I'm FANTASTIK~ And BIGBANG is in Malaysia.

So tumblr is down,

and so am I.

Deep inside. I've actually thought of going overseas to study too, anywhere else, but here.
Now that you've left I don't see how mum and dads gonna let me go too. Oh well, i'm up at this hour only for one reason. But you're never online, and when you are you're busy with assignments, movies, & whatever crappy reasons. You have no idea, how hard is it to wake up when i'm up this late and now its one of those days when I really can't sleep and just need someone to talk to. I honestly don't know what to think anymore if i can lose a friend like you. Oh well, i've never been up this late, hm well,

I keep getting sick lately, but you don't know, and you don't care. Never mind.

go, live your life, biat*h........ screw my tear glands. ughlaskjdgf.

k bye. 9 days friends, 9 days. Now or never.

So tumblr is down,

and so am I.

Deep inside. I've actually thought of going overseas to study too, anywhere else, but here.
Now that you've left I don't see how mum and dads gonna let me go too. Oh well, i'm up at this hour only for one reason. But you're never online, and when you are you're busy with assignments, movies, & whatever crappy reasons. You have no idea, how hard is it to wake up when i'm up this late and now its one of those days when I really can't sleep and just need someone to talk to. I honestly don't know what to think anymore if i can lose a friend like you. Oh well, i've never been up this late, hm well,

I keep getting sick lately, but you don't know, and you don't care. Never mind.

go, live your life, biat*h........ screw my tear glands. ughlaskjdgf.

k bye. 9 days friends, 9 days. Now or never.

Here's a song for your week,

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bhJHMoDsdE]

church has given me plenty to ponder upon; what is love?

1 John 4:11-19

New International Version (NIV)

Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.  

No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

This is how we know that we live in him and he in us: He has given us of his Spirit. 

And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 

If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in them and they in God. 

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them. 

This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment: In this world we are like Jesus. 

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

We love because He first loved us. 

♥

***

Great Sunday just chilling, movie night with mum too. She forced me to not study. haaa. That's a first. 

14 days, use them wisely friends.

Oh btw, Happy birthday, Hannah! :)

Here's a song for your week,

church has given me plenty to ponder upon; what is love?

1 John 4:11-19

New International Version (NIV)

Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.  

No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

This is how we know that we live in him and he in us: He has given us of his Spirit. 

And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 

If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in them and they in God. 

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them. 

This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment: In this world we are like Jesus. 

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

We love because He first loved us. 

♥

***

Great Sunday just chilling, movie night with mum too. She forced me to not study. haaa. That's a first. 

14 days, use them wisely friends.

Oh btw, Happy birthday, Hannah! :)

T-minus 15 days,

Well, you must have done something right, if I were to fall so hard. Not anymore.

What am I doing here? I don't know but thats okay, I just wanted to remember something. Well, I've missed someone so much but I've already reached the point where crying and breaking down isn't necessary anymore. I feel so accomplished, honest. Wasn't easy, but I made it. But sometimes the feelings still gets too overwhelming and I tend to lose focus from the books. On top of it I also drifted away from someone who meant a lot, but it was for the better good. Although I was counting that the person would always be there for me, but life happens right? Besides how many friends are going to stick with you after high school? I find a lot of comfort in knowing that. And since I don't have a best friend of 11 years since primary school, like everyone can boast about; my hopes are not too high too. It's okay to not know someone that well I guess, to always prove to everyone else how much you know you friends, or how long you go way back. It doesn't matter, I won't even bother competing; cause if "How long I have known him/her" or "all these years I've known him/her.." is used against me, i'll definitely lose. So thank you for teaching me, friend. About friends. Ohwell, a few months and we're out of school for real; lets make it count.

So much indirect blogging, but if you knew me well enough you'd know who I was talking about.


"From the end of the earth I call to You when my heart is faint; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2

T-minus 15 days,

Well, you must have done something right, if I were to fall so hard. Not anymore.

What am I doing here? I don't know but thats okay, I just wanted to remember something. Well, I've missed someone so much but I've already reached the point where crying and breaking down isn't necessary anymore. I feel so accomplished, honest. Wasn't easy, but I made it. But sometimes the feelings still gets too overwhelming and I tend to lose focus from the books. On top of it I also drifted away from someone who meant a lot, but it was for the better good. Although I was counting that the person would always be there for me, but life happens right? Besides how many friends are going to stick with you after high school? I find a lot of comfort in knowing that. And since I don't have a best friend of 11 years since primary school, like everyone can boast about; my hopes are not too high too. It's okay to not know someone that well I guess, to always prove to everyone else how much you know you friends, or how long you go way back. It doesn't matter, I won't even bother competing; cause if "How long I have known him/her" or "all these years I've known him/her.." is used against me, i'll definitely lose. So thank you for teaching me, friend. About friends. Ohwell, a few months and we're out of school for real; lets make it count.

So much indirect blogging, but if you knew me well enough you'd know who I was talking about.


"From the end of the earth I call to You when my heart is faint; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I." Psalm 61:2

Delusional,

where to next?

thats what I am right now, looking at freedom instead of my textbooks.

missing daddy, but when he's back we fight

stop judging btw, I've spent years trying to befriend them, prove I was cool enough, and it just.. well justi it doesn't mean I have to live to please them. Done trying too.

Best friends? Now now, that is a term one uses wisely my friend.

replaying right now, 

Delusional,

where to next?

thats what I am right now, looking at freedom instead of my textbooks.

missing daddy, but when he's back we fight

stop judging btw, I've spent years trying to befriend them, prove I was cool enough, and it just.. well justi it doesn't mean I have to live to please them. Done trying too.

Best friends? Now now, that is a term one uses wisely my friend.

replaying right now, 

So,

you actually meant something to us, hah.

things have been pretty okay for me.

not great, not bad, just okaaaaaay.

but this worries me, finding my sister writing about Jon leaving, and her mentioning she misses him today, YES the baby one.

ON THE OTHER HAND,

My brother gave me book which I half read before exams, and left it to one side, Last night I picked it up and I couldn't stop reading. Unthinkable, by Scott Rigsby.

On October 13, 2007, after enduring the elements for 16 hours and 43 minutes, Scott Rigsby became the first double-amputee on prosthetics in the world to finish an Ironman distance triathlon with prosthetics at the 140.6-mile World Championship in Kailua-Kona, Hawaii. Rigsby used "swim legs" to navigate the difficult 2.4 mile ocean swim, "bike legs" to cycle 112 miles through the heat and gusting winds of the Big Island lava fields on a standard road bike, and "run legs" to complete the marathon segment in darkness and intense pain.

read more here

words can't describe.

So,

you actually meant something to us, hah.

things have been pretty okay for me.

not great, not bad, just okaaaaaay.

but this worries me, finding my sister writing about Jon leaving, and her mentioning she misses him today, YES the baby one.

ON THE OTHER HAND,

My brother gave me book which I half read before exams, and left it to one side, Last night I picked it up and I couldn't stop reading. Unthinkable, by Scott Rigsby.

On October 13, 2007, after enduring the elements for 16 hours and 43 minutes, Scott Rigsby became the first double-amputee on prosthetics in the world to finish an Ironman distance triathlon with prosthetics at the 140.6-mile World Championship in Kailua-Kona, Hawaii. Rigsby used "swim legs" to navigate the difficult 2.4 mile ocean swim, "bike legs" to cycle 112 miles through the heat and gusting winds of the Big Island lava fields on a standard road bike, and "run legs" to complete the marathon segment in darkness and intense pain.

read more here

words can't describe.

We fall back in, we fall back in,

we're always back where we begin.

"If you are facing a difficulty today, know that God’s plan is to turn it around and use it for your good. The story of your life isn’t over! Keep moving forward, keep believing, keep hoping, keep forgiving because your days are written out for good, and it’s time to turn the page and see the blessing He has in store for your life!"
-Spiritual Inspirations


It's worse, but how annoying can I get from a thousand miles away? 

Very. 
Point taken.

Guess God's the only one that's going to be here for me huh. Good enough for me. :)

We fall back in, we fall back in,

we're always back where we begin.

"If you are facing a difficulty today, know that God’s plan is to turn it around and use it for your good. The story of your life isn’t over! Keep moving forward, keep believing, keep hoping, keep forgiving because your days are written out for good, and it’s time to turn the page and see the blessing He has in store for your life!"
-Spiritual Inspirations


It's worse, but how annoying can I get from a thousand miles away? 

Very. 
Point taken.

Guess God's the only one that's going to be here for me huh. Good enough for me. :)

TUMBLR, what a waste of time; but this.

TUMBLR, what a waste of time; but this.

Of rainbows and happy endings,

somewhere ; stuck in between.

What I would really want in my life is just a bit of positive atmosphere. I want to be able to see that silver lining in grey clouds

Lately I tend to get so angry over the smallest, minute details that go wrong. Its ridiculous how no one knows how angry I am. Which is why I hate myself too, because I had m emotions too much. BUT EVEN, if everyone knew I was angry, that would be worse, cause I'd be some PMS-er that's forever pissed. Anyways, better off no one knowing what I feel. I thank God for the friends who've kept me so rational. They've thought me what a true friend means, despite all the things we've been through, like me not really knowing anyone since primary school and all. I choose to think that what matters is now.

Those that are always there for you now, not every time but when you need them. That's probably the ones I have to hold on to.

And every time I write something out, about what I want to. I just stop. Because sometimes I don't know how much God loves me. And I forget easily, but if I actually stop and look around. My life is pretty perfect and i'm blessed with the people I love, whether far or near. That's all that matters. Living each day, knowing that you have God by your side and that with Him, you'll pull through the deepest, darkest times. No one can phantom why bad things happen, but anyone can choose to believe that its all part of a perfect plan.

Isaiah 55:9

As the heavens are higher than the earth, 

  so are My ways higher than your ways

    and My thoughts than your thoughts.

Psalms 103:11

For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

    so great is His love for those who fear him;

That is what keeps me going. Every day. His love.

Ps/ thank you mum for trying to cheer me up. I know you love me, and I love you too but sometimes emotions overwhelm, and please don't about missing kor. Every time I think of him, I CHOOSE to be happy, but deep inside, my heart just breaks a little. 

Of rainbows and happy endings,

somewhere ; stuck in between.

What I would really want in my life is just a bit of positive atmosphere. I want to be able to see that silver lining in grey clouds

Lately I tend to get so angry over the smallest, minute details that go wrong. Its ridiculous how no one knows how angry I am. Which is why I hate myself too, because I had m emotions too much. BUT EVEN, if everyone knew I was angry, that would be worse, cause I'd be some PMS-er that's forever pissed. Anyways, better off no one knowing what I feel. I thank God for the friends who've kept me so rational. They've thought me what a true friend means, despite all the things we've been through, like me not really knowing anyone since primary school and all. I choose to think that what matters is now.

Those that are always there for you now, not every time but when you need them. That's probably the ones I have to hold on to.

And every time I write something out, about what I want to. I just stop. Because sometimes I don't know how much God loves me. And I forget easily, but if I actually stop and look around. My life is pretty perfect and i'm blessed with the people I love, whether far or near. That's all that matters. Living each day, knowing that you have God by your side and that with Him, you'll pull through the deepest, darkest times. No one can phantom why bad things happen, but anyone can choose to believe that its all part of a perfect plan.

Isaiah 55:9

As the heavens are higher than the earth, 

  so are My ways higher than your ways

    and My thoughts than your thoughts.

Psalms 103:11

For as high as the heavens are above the earth,

    so great is His love for those who fear him;

That is what keeps me going. Every day. His love.

Ps/ thank you mum for trying to cheer me up. I know you love me, and I love you too but sometimes emotions overwhelm, and please don't about missing kor. Every time I think of him, I CHOOSE to be happy, but deep inside, my heart just breaks a little. 

Happy Birthday Bryan Cheng!

Hari Koku 2012

Heylo there brother, its one day after your birthday, and its late, but at least you got to spend your birthday at prom with everyone you love, even your mummy and daddyyy! :)

Well, Mr. Prom King/President. 

These are just titles, mere titles that can never really describe who you are, cause you're so much more than any of it. Thanks for being such a wonderful person and always encouraging us as a cf. You've always been the rational one in all our decisions and I'll never forget all the crazy things we did at NSCFL, thanks for asking me to sign up. Hahah. May God bless you in everything you do!

WITH LOVE.

Happy Birthday Bryan Cheng!

Hari Koku 2012

Heylo there brother, its one day after your birthday, and its late, but at least you got to spend your birthday at prom with everyone you love, even your mummy and daddyyy! :)

Well, Mr. Prom King/President. 

These are just titles, mere titles that can never really describe who you are, cause you're so much more than any of it. Thanks for being such a wonderful person and always encouraging us as a cf. You've always been the rational one in all our decisions and I'll never forget all the crazy things we did at NSCFL, thanks for asking me to sign up. Hahah. May God bless you in everything you do!

WITH LOVE.